nana.

2012-01-21T21:32:00.003+08:00

Was falling in like with this jacket about 10 minutes ago.
Was talked out of even thinking to buy it about 2 minutes ago.
Shall not look at this anymore until I crush on something else.
Bye.

Maybe I do not like sitting around as much as I thought

2012-01-17T23:55:00.005+08:00

I was browsing through Facebook when I came across news of my primary school mates. It felt like their life is awesome, fulfilled, doing things they want to do; and it left me wondering what am I doing with my life? I started imagining that one fine day we all come together for a reunion party and the topic of 'our lives' comes up. Is there anything worth for me to say?

I feel dishearten. Yes, I do have plans for the near future but I honestly doubt myself carrying it out. As much as I want to chase after my goal, it feels terrifying.

:(

Then again, I saw signs. Went on the web for a while and found helpful sources. Thank you so much, whoever that is doing this, for this is the second time I found hope like this. I found a bit more confidence. Thank you.

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Did something new!

Posted a picture I took at Africa on a online photo contest. Is it weird that I am not really looking at winning it? Instead I would love to see people appreciating it as much as I do without having to beg for votes. Too bad I cannot see the people who had liked it (or maybe its just me not knowing how to) but I 9 out of 10 are my friends. Thank you :) I have 9 votes in total hahahahahahhaah

Happy new year

2012-01-05T00:39:00.001+08:00

I looked back, reflected and made new resolutions. I hope I spend my time wisely, just in case this is the last year on earth.

And I really think I have found my mr perfect. :`)

2011-11-17T23:44:00.003+08:00

Thank you.

这些年来我一直认为我是一个很容易满足的人
直到这几天才发现我是个知足的人
因为考虑到别人的用心就算不是最棒的心思还是满满的

所以谢谢你们。我是幸福的。

2011-11-07T23:48:00.004+08:00

Work.

Training.

Work.

Work.
Met up with the Carings for dinner at Sakura. Bought a dozen of twelve cupcakes. Inspired by flashmob, we surprised Jasmine at RP canteen by singing her a birthday song when she take the first bite of the cupcake hehe Wished I filmed her o.o face :D It was a very lovely meeting up session! Jiaxin found her laugh-until-cry soulmate, Ah Kim. Shimin being pressurized by all of us while we made her give out the souvenir. Xianli driving the car to the interchange with Shimin reminding her to "brake" & "not turn into the bus lane".

Work.

Work.

Work.

Work.
Did some catching up with RP people at Bugis after work! Walked from Bugis to Clark Quay and had some salad and chips and NS talk with the people I have not met for a while ^^ It was especially nice to see the girls and hear about what they have been doing. So glad things are doing fine for most of us! Upon leaving, we separated into the East & West group and instead of the girls talking non-stop, it was the guys that we could not break apart. Stood there talking for almost half and hour I believe lol bitches.

Training.
Celebrated the twin's birthday. Was giving the cake mission. Wanted to buy from Icing Room because their cake look more beautiful than Prima Deli but in the end got PD's. Walked back and forth while trying to decide haha and when I finally decide, the cake I was eyeing on was sold to the lady in front of me! But I was lucky because there was another fruit cake there but she took it too, as if she could read my mind. Thankfully there was some fruit cake left in the store yay

Work.
Met up with a few of them to catch 23:59(2011) at Cineleisure. A few tense moment but well, I ain't expecting much after reading the reviews. Had dinner and then went back to JP for second round of movie, Tower Heist(2011). This I was looking forward to because I have been hearing positive remarks about it. Thought it could been better though I (& at most 2 other people) did laugh at their humor. Went to the Macdonalds for breakfast and wet myself with tea. lol

It had been exhausting for me because I haven't been getting enough sleep but I went shopping anyway today. So much thanks to Yingsui's accompany I managed to spend some money. ^^ But there are a few items on my mind still.. Like the big denim button shirt with a translucent back was so pretty but I have no idea how am I suppose to wear it :( And what's with Bugis level 1 opening up shops that have do not allow trying?! That sucks. And one of the shop stopped me from trying a blazer. oh kay.

Gotta work again tomorrow! Really need some sleep because the past few days I could really feel myself almost dozing off even while walking. And cash have been flowing out non stop hahaha Such a crazy way to start this month.

Good night!

That, I must remember

2011-10-28T23:20:00.003+08:00

[Coldplay ; Paradise]

when she was just a girl
she expected the world
but it flew away from her reach so
she ran away in her sleep
and dreamed of
para-para-paradise
every time she closed her eyes

when she was just a girl
she expected the world
but it flew away from her reach
and the bullets catch in her teeth
life goes on, it gets so heavy
the wheel breaks the butterfly

and so lying underneath the stormy skies
she'd say, " oh, i know the sun must set to rise"

Current level of happiness

2011-10-24T00:58:00.004+08:00

Came across this interesting link at tumblr called the "True Happiness Test" and this is how I fared:

Try it over here.

Okay I know I haven't been feeling good these days but I didn't expect me to be a D haha Maybe because most of the questions were based on last few hours of my life.. and it haven't been exactly great. Examples

Like I dropped my Iphone outside an Apple stall and the screen gave way. Suddenly my screen has this somewhat 3D effect. Thank god nothing else spoilt (I think) other than what was already damaged when I got this phone from the 1-for-1.

Like I felt inferior at the karaoke session for Elix because everyone else sing so well. And Jiaxin was like drunk-sleepy.

Like I started to have this dizzy spell when my sister is recovering from her illness and now I caught the flu and sore throat from nowhere.

Like the best thing that happened to me was that I bought this Disney villian nail polish for $2.90 from Watsons and I love the colour ^^ It's cheap and the quality is decent. And cute. I'm getting more.

Like I fixed my phone fairly quickly but throughout the whole time it didn't really pain me?! wtf is wrong with my priorities.

But these aren't the things that is hiding my happiness behind the thunderstorm. Just a couple of stuff thats worth highlighting about.

While I admit I do have a few things on my mind, I also realized that I have learnt to keep my emotions in place very well. This could be a good thing.

here's my pretty nails with pretty color! the light ain't doing justice to it.

ok bye.

it's time like this when i feel the loneliest

2011-10-22T04:25:00.002+08:00

[Secondhand Serenade ; Is there anybody out there]

so what am I fighting for

tell me
is there anybody out there
am i swimming through this empty sea alone
am i looking for an answer
or am i trying to find a way to get back home
is there anybody out there
would you hear me if i screamed or if i cried
i'm looking for an answer
and just trying to find a way to survive

Life

2011-10-17T01:11:00.002+08:00

problem is i never have enough courage

so what I have been up to since I got back from South Africa:

Geraldine's birthday party. Great food, great meet up with people I have not seen for awhile. And looked fat in photos (+2kg)

Surprised Zhimei under her block. Was sprouting some rubbish and it really happened LOL I can get myself a job at Chinatown anytime man.

Watched Shinee World Concert @ Singapore. Their performance was mind blowing!

Shianne's 21st. Although I haven't known her for long, but she got to be one of the most happy girl I have seen :) Give it up girl, you deserve to be happy.

Gave Jieting a surprise on her birthday. I love giving surprises to people hehe

Bought my first AES shirt ^^

Watched Sungkyunkwan Scandal and fell in like with Joongki hehe

Had chalet with RP girls. Drank a lot of redbull and it caused hyperactive for about a day omg I'm never doing this again.

Watched two midnight movies on different days. Friends with Benefits & Real Steel & more coming up yay

Butter Factory with CRFians. I broke a glass I felt guilty and embarrassed. Long story short - I ruined my image.

Waiting for Mr Huang to come to Singapore!! :)

Found a school I would probably be studying at but yet to be finalized. At least something.

Last night I dreamt I was pregnant hahahahha My dream got its reference from Gossip Girl latest episode. Watch to get a rough idea of my dream ha

大开眼界 - South Africa Part 4

2011-09-29T17:24:00.003+08:00

31st August

The bus ride took us to Bergkelder Wine Centre & Wine Meseum and we had a tour around the place. Again I regret not paying more attention to my class hehe We tried some of their wine and I had a few sip since I am not a fan of it, except dessert wine. Did not get any wine back although it was cheap.

It was raining when we left the place and while we traveled to our dinner venue, we saw double rainbow stretching widely! I have never seen so much rainbow within a few days before. It was such a pretty sight :)

For dinner, the highlight was the abalone hehe After that we headed to a shopping mall for some free time and together with my cousin, we bought cakes because the cakes look so big and appetizing! However it was not to my liking. Compared to Singapore, it taste like cakes you will buy around your neighbourhood area.

And surprisingly we actually finished all the food we bought there! My aunt actually packed a whole bag of food okay. We gave some away to our guide at Entabeni and finished up the rest despite being really full after our dinners.

1st September

Had our last breakfast at the hotel and we went off to some place that sells diamond. It's not something that appeal to me, yet, so I spent most of my time at the souvenir shop. Bought a couple of cool stuff there while waiting for the adults. And they had a shock of their lives while purchasing the diamonds haha because all along everything was charged in South Africa currencies and our tour guides told us again and again that they do not take anything in US dollars but the diamonds were actually sold in US dollars! And each of the diamond they chose were actually enough to buy a house/car (cannot remember which) back in Malaysia.

After that we made a couple of stops for souvenirs and sightseeing before heading to the airport. And the flight back was slightly longer than our flight there. My ass hurts.

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So there, I finally completed my adventure to SA and only now I realised I had the month wrongly haha

This trip is so enriching to me and it even changed my mindset of South Africa. To be honest I like the place quite a bit. Enough to give me thought of moving there. Mostly because the pace of life there. I dislike Singapore pace of life okay hahaha I think I will move away from this place in the future. Who knows.

大开眼界 - South Africa Part 3

2011-09-22T21:58:00.006+08:00

30th August

Our room was not facing the sea so when we got to the breakfast area we had a pleasant surprise. The hotel is really situated by the coast! Went outside to feel the beautiful morning (2pm in Singapore) and went back inside within 5 minutes because it was really cold ^^

Throughout the trip at Cape Town, we stopped along the road a lot of times to just look at the beautiful sea. There is absolutely nothing not to love about it - I could even do that for the whole day because it was so awesome. Its an experience you will not get in Singapore.

Took a little boat ride to get to the Seal Island. My first time taking a boat and I think I like it hehe This could be my first favourite thing to do that is related to water. I stood at the front so I was able to see the waves coming close and feel it when it rolls underneath.

Of course I held on the railing very tightly because I do not want to fall into the water. I like boat ride but I'm still not a fan of water. The other hand was used to protect my camera so I had no more hand to hug myself for some warmth because it was freaking cold. The wind was so strong my hair was strangled me. When we got to the Seal Island, it was worth it Hehe I love how throughout this entire trip I looked at wild animals that are not trapped within a cage or enclosure. There were a lot of seals that lepak on the little island but some of them were swimming in the sea and doing stunts with their body and fins ^^

When we got back to the wharf, there was a whole row of local selling their handicrafts. Towards the end there was this man with a seal. We were allowed to take pictures with the seal if we pay him. So we did. Touched the seal skin and it was not what I thought it should be.

Halfway through a woman screamed at our way. She was shouting stuff like we are abusing the seal, giving us thumbs down. It affected me a lot after that. First and foremost I did not realised that we/they/I was abusing the seal. A lot of thoughts went through my head, the angel and devil fought it out and I was feeling really guilty..

Next, we headed to Fish Hoek and had our lobster meal~ Soup and ice cream was great, but lobster was so dry (or I don't know how to appreciate it). Finished up everything still, of course. Some of them left some fries on the plate so they could feed the seagulls outside.

I could not wait to get outside of the restaurant because of the colourful beach huts! It was not anything exceptionally amazing but I just wanted to see it with my own eyes since pictures of it have been floating around the net so much and I love those bright colours I could die happy in one.

After watching them feed some seagulls (I had no balls to do it) and trying to play the see-saw which obviously was not made for us (when one side goes up, we could not get up to the other side because it was too high LOL), we went to see penguins. I think I am in love with those little things. WHEN I SEE PENGUINS I SPARKLE. It was just a few minutes bus ride from Fish Hoek to the Boulder Penguin Colony. We had to walk down a slope to get there, which was not a problem until the older people climbed back up. hehe THOSE CUTE LITTLE SQUISHY ANIMAL OMG but no one else share the same passion as I do so we left the place pretty quickly =/

Table Mountain National Park was next on the itinerary and during the ride there, the tour guide told us that whales come close to the shore during the season and if we were lucky we can spot them. The bus driver and tour guide both spotted whales but I see nothing :( It was quite a distance away and it's like looking for Wally in a sea. Darn missed a good chance.

So at the national park is where the Cape Of Good Hope. Took a lot of pictures on the top of the park and on the large rocks just beside the sea. I realised I am very amazed by the rocks, by the waves, by the sea, everything!

31st August

After breakfast and another less than 5 minutes walk outside the restaurant, we went to the Table Mountain. Although it felt colder than yesterday, Table Mountain was opened so we went there first.

Table Mountain is a landmark at Cape Town and right now, they are hoping to get it into the New 7 Wonders of Nature. To get up there, you could either take the cable car (like we did) or hike to the top. The opening hours of the place depends on the weather because it could get really cold and sometimes, you cannot even see anything from the top because it is so cloudy.

Before the trip we were already warn that we might be able to get up the Mountain due to the weather but luckily for us, it was opened for a morning while we were at Cape Town ^^ (it then closed on the afternoon. haha) I was really excited while we were in the cable car because I could be visiting the 7 wonders of the World!

The moment I got off the cable car, I 'liked' the tour guide words silently in my head. She advised us to put on as many layers as we could and she was right, we all needed it. I wore a long tank top, leggings, pullover, jacket and a scarf and it was still cold I almost dropped my nose. But the view was magnificent. Sorry for the lack of vocabulary but it was really beautiful and breathtaking :)

Spent about half and hour on the top and then went off to the Ostrich Farm. On the way, we tour around the Bo-Kaap area to take a look at the colourful houses built for The Cape Malays. Another places I have always wanted to see because of pictures online :D But too bad I couldn't get a good photo of the place because we were in the bus and I could not snap the whole street but it was good enough!

At the Ostrich Farm, we were first taken to a museum where he gave us knowledge of the big bird, the eggs, the feathers, the meat (low in fats & cholesterol! YAY i'm making it my favourite meat now). Then he took us out of the farm and when the ostrich saw us, some of them ran over because they know we would be feeding them. Hehe funny how the male (black feathers, lips like it has got red lipstick on it) look prettier than the female (grey feathers). Fed the ostrich, saw some really cute young ostrich, met the smalled ostrich recorded on Guinness World Record.

For lunch, we had, of course, ostrich meat and egg as well as chicken thigh, veggi and rice. Man that could be the best meal I had at South Africa if not for the 6star breakfast haha The chicken was so tenderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cantstopthinkingimfuckinghungrynow

They also have souvenir shops selling precious stones and stuff made out of ostrich egg and skin. They say that ostrich skin makes really good bag and stuff and the longer you use it, the better the quality. I would have gotten one if I had the money.

Loiter around the big lawn while the youngest cousin played at the playground. I felt like I lived in a painting again. It was gorgeous! Endless clouds covered the land, different coloured grass all over the places and far away, you could see some farms.

On the bus, I left the window slightly opened to feel the cold wind and enjoy the sight. I wish the bus ride goes on forever at that moment because it felt so carefree and fresh :)

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I wanted to complete writing about my trip but I'm tried after two hours and my mind is blowing up because I want to get back there and I'm really hungry. Hopefully I can finish by the next post :) I have also given up trying to get pictures on my blog so sorry for just chunks of words but I hope it makes you want to go on a enjoyable trip to SA like I did!

大开眼界 - South Africa Part 2

2011-09-15T21:10:00.004+08:00

28th August

Woke up before the sun was up. Brushed my teeth with the soiled water and washed my face with the little bit of clean water I had in my water bottle. Opening the door was a little scary since I won't know what could be outside waiting for me haha The sky brightened up pretty fast though but there was no 'breathtaking' view. Got onto the jeep and made our way up the mountain. It felt a lot colder than the night before and the road was rocky but Thomas promised that all these would be worth it when we got to the top.

On a side note, I wonder why Thomas don't seemed to feel the cold at all. All of us were almost wrapped from head to toe but all he had was just a jacket.

On the way up, we stopped for a little while and took a 2 minute walk to a tree. Up on the tree was the leftover of a leopard's prey. They say it could be there for probably two days or more but it looked.. fresh to me. tsk Maybe it is because of the weather it doesn't seems to rot as fast.

So we got to the top and it was an awesome sight! Too bad it was rather misty and it was impossible to see how high we were and how beautiful it was. Had a light meal before leaving to look for animals. Didn't see any new animals except that when giraffe :D First time being so close to giraffe it could even see their skin so upclose!

Had breakfast back at the restaurant before going back to our room to pack up and leave. The journey took about 5 hours and then we arrived at The Palace, a famous resort in South Africa. There are 5 hotels and we stayed in the 6 star one woohoo Feel so atas. Took some time to locate our rooms because the place was huge Haha and of course the room was big and beautiful! However we were warned to keep the full length window closed because baboons could just get in anytime.

After settling down, we all met up with the tour guide again so she could roughly guide us around the huge place. We walked through 3 hotels, a man-made beach, a swimming pool and reached the place where we would be having our dinner. We were then given a time off to whatever we want to do before meeting up for dinner. Of course we kids wanted more than anything to visit the man-made beach and the slide~~ Yes I was excited despite of my phobia of water. However when we are going over, the security told us they are closing that attraction in about 10 minutes time -.- So we ended up going to the swimming pool and it was boring. Only the youngest among us had fun.

After a shower in the room we went for another room of Chinese food. Did I mention how sick of Chinese food I was -_- After that we went back to our room and we had a round of cup noodles hehe

29th August

Morning was fabulous! Even the tour guide was telling us to go down early for breakfast because you would hate it if you only had a hour. And she was right.

However, we waited at the lift for maybe 20 minutes because they say one of the lift was down and only one was working and that lift just wouldn't come to my level. And the best thing was when I asked if there is any staircase, I was told there was no staircase.... .... ... HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE (although I couldn't find the staircase by my own too).

They have the largest spread of breakfast I have ever seen. Here's a list of some of the food I can remember -

Fruits, yogurts, a lot of different fruit juice, oysters, sashimi, sushi, waffle + pancake with a lot of toppings you are free to add, cookies, cheese, meat, noodle, rice etc etc etc etc

I'm not even kidding. I eat a lot of different stuff in small portions ^^ I even had 3 oysters! I used to hate eating the raw ones but after the first one I wanted more. That was how fresh it was! And there was a lot of fruit juice to choose from and I loved the banana one because it was really thick. omg I have saliva all over my face now.

Too bad we only spent a night there =/ After checking out we took the bus for 3 minutes before stopping for lunch. HAHA but none of us could eat much so the tour guide told the owner to just make small portion of food for us. They bought a few plates of noodles over. And the plates were a lot larger than Crystal Jade's ramen bowl -.- Most of the food went to our bus driver instead haha

Took a 2 hours flight from Lanseria Airport to Cape Town! On the way there I witness the most fluffy land of clouds~ I wanted to jump out of the plane and just lie on the endless cloud and row and row and row and jump and run..

We took a Kulula flight and their sense of humor really got me. I picked up their copy of 'stuff to do during an emergency' because I was surprised why the people were smiling on the cover. I mean, it is suppose to be an emergency right? Inside the booklet was stuff that was even more interesting like

(fuck my english. Im changing between present tense and past tense so much :'( )

.. Go see my facebook if you will. Blog wouldn't let me upload pictures. When we arrived, the flight captain welcome us to Cape Town and he went on by saying something like "if this is not the place you are suppose to be, then you are in trouble". ^^ Cool.

Another tour guide took over and we took a mini bus to our hotel which is located by the sea. Since landing, the difference between Johannesburg & Cape Town could obviously be seen. Cape town have got houses so colourful and close together it looked like Lego from the top whereas Johannesburg had a lot lesser colour for their buildings and houses; usually brown.

By the time we arrived at Lagoon Beach, the sky was dark and the weather was cold. You know how usually Africa is deem as a hot, hot place but most of the time I was wearing at least 2 layers..

大开眼界 - South Africa

2011-09-04T20:52:00.013+08:00

I was 6 hours behind you all.

25th August

Flight was 13 hours in total. Did a stopover at Dubai and then headed to Johannesburg. Was really tired but I couldn't sleep and neither could I sit down and finish a movie. When we arrived at Jo'burg it was about 8pm. And my luggage was delayed because they forgot it in Dubai hehe Went up to the shops at the airport to get some necessities but there was nothing that catch my eye :( Got some stuff though because I have got insurance and it would cover the cost. Took a 10min bus ride to the hotel, Mondior, in a van that makes me felt like I belonged to the circus hehe

The hotel we stayed in was only a small part of the whole resort. Did our check in and did a little walk around inside. We missed our dinner time but it is okay because we were well fed by Emirates Airline haha And I got a double bedded room all to myself because they did not had any family room so they gave us two rooms instead! For the first time I slept in a hotel alone it was pretty cool. I was pretty cool.

Oh, before heading back to our rooms, my aunt and I used the coupon we had for a free cocktail at one of the bar. Ordered some rose drink because there was no more mojito :( We went back to the room with slight blur vision hehe & I had my very first leg cramp while sleeping.

26th August

Breakfast at Mondior was lovely. I like their tea selection & was amazed by the package. Instead of tea bags, the tea is packed in a shape of a stirrer. Initially I was still trying to open up the packet to pour the tea in when all you need to do was to pour hot water into your cup and put the tea stick into the cup.

inside an used gold mine

First stop was to Gold Reef City to visit an old gold mine. The tour around the mine was interesting but the roller coaster was more appealing to me. Going straight up and almost straight down! But we didn't had the chance to take the ride so we took another roller coaster instead. I think the skyshot really got my expectations higher, normal roller coaster ride doesn't appeal to me anymore haha

the roller coaster that comes down straight

Had awful chinese lunch before heading off to some city viewing at Pretoria (which is one of the capital of South Africa) and then to Voortrekker Monument. Really interesting, take a read if you like :) Went to the top for a breathtaking view before heading back to the hotel for dinner.

Dinner was at the resort itself and provides a large spread of food! Yay nothing is better than a good buffet. After dinner I tried to get in the bar with my cousin but we failed LOL the person first doubt if I was old enough and raised an eyebrow when I told her I'm legal. And then she was like 'no, definitely not her' to my cousin. At that point of time I could only think she really sounded like those woman in movies - the slang and action and all.

27th August

To the Entabeni game reserve! :) We were welcomed with drinks and lunch but sadly the rooms weren't ready yet. Not sure why though. Sat around and had bonding session with the rest of the travel mates haha Also spotted a few animals at the backyard. After almost three hours, I wondered why don't they just take us to see the animals while we wait for the room because the initial plan was to take us to the room before driving around the reserve. And they really did hehe

I became the translator on the jeep (is it call a jeep?) because I was better with both language (i think). The ranger, Thomas, drove up really close to the rhino and other herbivores and shared some knowledge about them with us. At first I was scared to be so close to the animals, especially the rhinoceros, thinking they would attack haha. Next we went for a hell of a ride. He was a damn good driver for being able to drive the steep slopes down the mountain! So steep that I would not be able to see his head if I look straight ahead while he drives. They say it is one of the steepest road there that goes almost 90 degree downwards. No joke.

The game reserve was magnificently beautiful. Most of the areas were left untouched and the mountains and everything fascinates me. ^^ And we saw lions and stayed for a couple of minutes just less than 5m from them. Really cool experience~

During my conversation with Thomas, he told me a little about himself and he basically lived a life I want to have. He travel around with his brothers from England (I think) and they are currently at different part of Africa. So I translated this part to the rest of the people on the jeep as well and my cousin jokingly asked if she could get his email. I laughed and then feel bad if I do not translate it to Thomas so I really asked him. He har har har then stopped for awhile before laughing again (which I assume he really finds it funny) and then he say he can give his mobile number HAHA at that point of time my cousin was already embarrassed because she never thought I would really translate that part.

We went stopped at middle of nowhere for a break and everyone was on high tide. Must be too much tea, coffee & beer before the trip -.- Then we all pee at behind some trees hehe I PEED IN THE WILD. We also had some drinks and tidbits before continuing our trip.

Hopped on the jeep and within 10minutes we saw a crocodile by the river! Watched it being motionless and when we were about to drive off, the other ranger decided to dare Thomas to touch its tail. He did it and came back saying he never did it before ahaha Thought that croc would turn about and snap or something but it just stayed motionless.

By the time we drive up the mountain, it was already dark. He used the same steep road and needed an extra equipment to help climb the mountain. Halfway thru he took out a powerful light/torch/whatever that is and then drive while holding that heavy thing in one hand. I kind of o.o and offered help to take the light. At first I thought it was used to help him see the road better but actually it was to help him spot the animals in the dark. So I held the torch for him but sadly we did not spot anything. My hands were freezing by then. It got really cold in the evening man. I was already wearing four tops but I could still feel it brrr

When we finally got back we kids crowd around the fireplace haha Had dinner and then head to our rooms. The game reserve actually have got four different kind of rooms located at different part and we got ours, called Ravineside, by a cliff. There are four rooms altogether and a common area at the middle but once we went back into our room we never went out. Probably too scared to haha I mean, those wild animals are free to roam anywhere they want to! One of their staying lodge was just tents and you aren't allowed to go outside the tent after the ranger have left. In the morning you can only come out if the ranger says so. So cool right I want to stay there too!

And my cousins and I did not bathe before going to bed despite being really dirty with all the sand and dirt from the ride that day because the water was yellowish in color. Should be the soil but nah, I just went to bed straight after I took off the first jacket I wore on the outside.

Just before I go

2011-08-26T02:18:00.003+08:00

Time check : 2:19AM. About 4 more hours before I pull my luggage out of the house and to the airport. I am 80% done packing and I am very excited. Had a strong impulsion to splurge on a really pretty double breasted coat but I didn't manage to spot any today :( And tried on a pair of mid-cut boots from Mango and was in like but didn't purchase it.. Well if I am really going to keep traveling I believe I will fill up my wardrobe with all these essentials one day. Just wait.

I am not even trying to go to bed even though I can feel the sleepy bug biting. Would save this sleepiness to when I go on flying but I just checked out the Emirates website and from there I could actually see the entertainments I will have on board. They have got How I Met Your Mother! OMG I don't think I could sleep anymore. Slightly less than 15h of flight (& TV), here I come! ^^

Friends, I will try to be back in one piece okay :) So many people told me not to be eaten up by animals ohkay. I hope I can capture a lot of wonderful pictures and share it with you all.

Good bye, see you again!

On a random note - Don't be such an asshole, treating people the way you do not want to be treated.

2011-08-20T01:30:00.004+08:00

For the whole of August I have been either working or having training. Met up with friends a couple of times but its usually after work for a couple of hours. Honestly I do not like my life being so filled with schedule :( Feels so busy and no life but this is how most Singaporeans adult live (working non-stop and life being fast paced) I have slight thought for immigration...

But the month is coming to an end yay means I am so close to my trip now can't wait can't wait can't wait ^^ I am really curious how the trip will turn out. This could be the first time I am doing something big without much information so.. HERE I COME (soon) SOUTH AFRICA~

On a lighter note, I have a slight obsession on Forever 21 now because almost every item of its latest season is so pwetttttttty I can't breathe. The colourful cropped tops and rings OMG /hyperventilating The best part is that Forever 21 is pretty much within my budget but being my usual self, I bought only one ring out of everything I eyed on. I am selling one kidney and one eyeball for $monaye$ please contact me via email tyvm. Going back there when I have a chance soon!

K I am going to sleep now I am so tired. Today I started work at 10am and I ate a set of Korean Saba fish & a cup of gongcha & best fries forever and after that after 8pm I met Felicia Jasmine Sir for crab gasp almost an hour bus ride I seriously stoned in the bus and then came home to prepare for tomorrow training and Bern birthday celebration. OMG

And the other day I couldn't sleep for 2 nights because I had cappuccino. -.- k bye for real.

2011-08-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

how stubborn are the scars when they won't fade away
or just a gentle reminder that now are better days

July sucked.

I felt loserish again. Especially when it comes to relationships. Any kind. And I cried for a little while and then watched How I Met Your Mother ^^ Was cheery until I went to bed. I started crying again ahahah fuck I don't even know why! Just suddenly I had this overwhelming feeling to cry and there I was, unable to stop myself. My mind was empty but I kept crying. Turned to my caring 家庭 for distraction and listened to 彩虹 before drifting off.

-

Today I met this woman. At first I couldn't really make out what she was saying to me and I politely rejected the obvious donation she wanted. I was there at a queue so there was nothing I could do but to listen to her when she stood there, talking still. Turns out she was telling me that she divorced her jailed husband because he do not give a shit about their daughter. She herself had went behind the bars before and she claims that she couldn't get a proper job because of it. She asked for a $10 donation in exchange of a keychain but I asked if I could give lesser and not get anything instead. I gave her $2 and she gave me a little greeting card. I told her to take good care of her daughter. She say she would. She also told me to not fuck around with my own life because she fucked hers up. She started smoking and taking drugs at 15, most probably because her mum (who remarried thrice) does not pay attention to her. I thought her life is an adventure actually, just that it was an unpleasant one.

I almost gave her a hug when she rubbed her eyes, but I didn't. I gave her a slight rub on her arm instead.

At the same while we were talking, nobody stopped to listen. I know that it wouldn't be very possible, but it kind of made me sad...

♥

2011-07-27T00:29:00.004+08:00

Cranky morning

2011-07-25T01:05:00.002+08:00

Last week was awesome. Tired like fuck but was worth it :)

Had a birthday celebration at CDANS chalet. I love the feeling of being back to where I grew up. The neighborhood, the school, the HDB flats.. and the feet reflexology stone place but I once laughed so hard I peed. Slept for a couple of hours before getting up and go home and go to work.

Met up with some team mates for dinner after work (Y) Had my first Ichiban Sushi & Icebar meal. Had ice like a G6 lol Bought nail polish at $5.90 omg that's like the price of a meal I thought it was $2.90 actually :( And then went back to City Hall for another round of gathering with colleagues (Y) I'm so thankful that I managed to restrained myself from eating toooo much.

Slept at wee hours and headed to Simei for training the next day. 2km for a start; felt better than last week. Someone took the weight out of my heart and I am glad because I hadn't said anything. I think I have less tolerance for bullshit now. Went home after dinner because I was fucking tired and finally managed to get a early sleep before work.

Then I was rolling around my bed unable to get to bed. The last time check was 2 in the morning and I was still up. Was cursing under my breathe for not getting to sleep. Hello body I thought you were tired but why are you having insomnia sot sot de. And when I woke up the next day I got even more cranky. Firstly my BB cream spilled out of the bottle IDEK how. Then I had to wipe the cap and the bottle and then I could get nothing out of it. Fuck. I hate my things being so dirty. Cranky me then went to the kitchen only to realise there is nothing for me to eat. Double fuck. Made egg roll and ate it crankily. Daddy tried talking to me but he knows I was totally pissed off but he have no idea what for haha I wanted to dress according to my mood, which was black, but I couldn't find my black bottom -.- Just grab the next best available jeans and headed out. I was so pissed off with everything that even Amy Winehouse's death is pissing me off. But the day got better so yay

So I was tired like fuck for the whole week but it was worth it. Only that I spent a lot on food. And I think I am going to spend more on food in weeks to come. Ohman. Anyway did I mention I can't wait for August? I think it's going to be a mindblowing month~~~~~~~

Adventure is out there!

2011-07-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So for a day I felt really low because I have no plan as to how I want my life to turn out to be. I always laugh at people for being 'boring' but I realise I had the most boring life out of all. Seems like everyone have a plan or two. Furthermore, I start to thing that I was failing in almost every aspect of my life.

I was about to turn in for the night, I came across this website on tumblr. The tittle was Secrets of Inspiring Women. I thought it was going to be about some historic events and people but no, it was about women of everyday life. Every post has a photo attached to a short story. My night was suddenly lit up. It was just words and pictures but it made me feel like someone showed me a way.

:`)

I always have this thought at the back of my head : would I have interesting life story to share to my grandchildren in the future? I want my life to be interesting, like an adventure.

2 afternoon ago, I picked up my camera at home. I started to snap randomly from vegetables I was about to cook to the flats outside my window. The world through the camera lens is indeed different. It is a lot more fascinating :`) It was the best thing I did that day. And I am going to do it more often.

And I finally went to the optometry to make contact lens. It took a lot of courage seriously. So I had my eyes tested and the optometrist tried contact lens on me. So 神奇! Can't wait to try on my own now hehe

& yesterday I had a friendly match after a long long time..........................................

Good night world. May tomorrow be another good day for me :)

July, please be nice

2011-07-05T12:17:00.002+08:00

Dear July, it seems like you do not like me very much. Did I do something to piss you off? It have been only five days, give me a break. I have seen a lot to people asking you to be nice to them as well and I did not think I had to do so then.

Maybe you are just unfriendly. Ew

2011-07-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes a player's greatest challenge is coming to grips with his role on the team"

By Scottie Pippen. That is probably the best basketball quote I ever seen. A simple sentence yet it hold so much meaning to it. & people really need to learn..

Anyway the main point for today is that someone said my shoes were nice hehehe that $26+ dollars from far east woohoo Good job, shoes ^^ But the day wasn't exactly good because I have got itchy throat, blocked nose with flowing mucus & blocked ear for company and I'm working today & tomorrow. Had awesome fried chicken rice but couldn't taste the full awesomeness of it ughs Get well soon nana.

today is a quiet kind of fabulous

2011-06-29T23:17:00.005+08:00

not counting the morning. morning flu was a bitch ughs i envy voldemort for being noseless.
not being tired although i had a flu-y sleepless night
im addicted to another lame game call Tiny Towers. it is lame but i cannot stop - i lead a lame life.
i had a great conversation with someone who thinks a little like me
spent some time with someone nice
sales was good hahaha
met two french businessmen dress down. & they were kind and polite!
was told that i have a nice ring twice YAY good job vampire ring :D
seeing pk
becoming acquaintance
had no break during work and was not hungry
discussed about horoscopes and realising i have pretty much self control so as not to be a drama queen
richer than yesterday. HELL YEAH
being invited to a party
worrying about what gift to buy
still being smiled at although she was in a hurry
being asked for my name and being thanked for
me being happy for today although it was pretty much the usual thing
itunes playing awesome songs i nv noticed (i think i like Oasis)
me still trying to talk sense into you. i thought i gave up doing long ago because i know how useless it is. kind of prove to me how important you are to me to keep trying
not knowing why i want to blog like this
completing HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER S01 in two episode time but funshion have no S02 :(

ok maybe tiny tower wasnt that bad. seems like a lot of pp are playing it tsk

50 things

2011-06-27T00:08:00.003+08:00

This idea came into my head and I felt like doing it but I don't know if I could really finish 50.
I don't think I know myself well.
I am born in Malaysia but I'm not sure where. A clinic I think?
I do not have any memories of my parents when I was little. I could only remember memories with my relatives.
I am afraid of animals, even cats & dogs even though I was raised in Malaysia.
I once fell off my grandpa's motorbike because I thought a dog was chasing it. I tore my grandpa's singlet lol
I dislike going out on a weekend because everywhere is so frigging packed.
I really want to get a tattoo.
I don't see myself as a fan of 小鬼 but in order to know him better and see him, I had to behave like a fan =/
小鬼 is my ideal man. Sometimes I think about how it would be like if we are together ^^
When I was little, everyone calls me 丑小鸭 because they say I am really ugly. I learnt to reply 长大后会变天鹅... but I don't think it happened HAHA
I never thought of myself as cute until people said so. Sometimes its like confidence boost for me.
I had hope and wanted to receive flowers before but no one ever gave it to me until this year. :`) A touching gift indeed.
I am not interested in learning how to drive nor bike. I think it is cool to know how to though. & the only reason I would want to learn will be that in the future, it is sure more convenient for my parents if I have a car to drive them around
I have never sat in any bike other than my grandpa's, grandma's & my aunt's.
I'm not interested in working. Sometimes I wish I could be a housewife.
I think penguins are really cute ever since Happy Feet.
I love star gazing but I haven't done so for a long time.
In the future I wish to adopt kids. As opposed to #16, I wish I have a great job and then be able to raise the kids on my own. This is inspired by Angelina Jolie.
I think my lower part of the body look fat.
I have stretch marks and I think it is very ugly.
I don't like trimming my hair. Instead I like getting a new hairstyle every time I leave the salon.
I cannot bear spending money for myself.
Usually I take a long time before deciding to buy something unless I really, really like it.
I have bad fashion sense - I often dress with things that doesn't fit.
I wish I have nicer figure so I can pull off almost anything.
As far as I can remember, I start crushing on guys since K1. He was the smartest boy in my class haha I used to get into crushes so easily
I cry easily.
I hate showing people my emotions sometimes.
I hate it when my friends are upset and I could do nothing about it. It makes me think that I am a very bad friend.
I wish I can travel around the world.
I wish I am a good photographer.
I wish my English is better.
I don't want to admit I am a K-fan, even though I think I'm considered as a minor one. Because I think it's too popular and too crazy haha
I love Jonghyun's voice. His looks and personality comes after hehe Sometimes when I listen to him sing my hair stands.
I don't like to be ask if I am straight or lesbian or bi. Why is there a need for label? Just love, people.
I get offended when people make gay jokes.
I wish I am a good baker.
I never want to categorize my friends into best friend and such because I saw too many example of BFFs falling apart.
I ever wonder what it would be like if I am in a relationship with my friend. We might make pretty good friends but we might screw up a relationship.
I used to be really open about my life.
I love eating but I have to restrain myself because I don't want to be fat :(
I wish I know how to dance.
I hate my gummy smile. When people say good things about it, I feel like I am being comforted :`)
I have sweaty palms and I have considered going through a surgery to make it better.
I regret being with my first boyfriend. Big regret.
I wish I can sing well.
I like the old me better.
I wish I have a better relationship with my family.
I used to like hanging out with boys more when I was a secondary school girl because they are less bitchy and less sensitive about everything.
I don't think there is anything I am good at.
I don't dare to toss and turn on my bed like those pad commercial during my period haha I just don't believe it is so leak proof.
I have sinus. Night usually. Really noisy.
There is this dream that terrifies me alot. I would always be on my bed in an empty black room. Far away I could see light but no matter how much I try to get to the light I never could. Then I will realise I am far away from the bed too and it feels so alone, so empty. :(
When I was young I had this dream I was old and dying and I cried. I end up sleeping with my parents that night lol
I am learning Korean though all my life since primary school I wanted to learn Japanese.
I want to know a lot of languages. Languages are beautiful and awesome.
I am very lazy to go out so sometimes I give bullshit reasons to people. Then they stop asking.
I do not enjoy playing basketball like I used to anymore.
Sometimes playing street ball scares me because of how people judge me.
Sometimes I think about my ex and friends whom I don't contact anymore.
I get jealous very very very easily but I have learn to not show it.
I think trust is the fundamental element of all relationship.
It is difficult for me to get over people unless they did something wrong.
I don't have the habit of buying gift for people.
I do not appreciate every compliment people gives. It really depend on who is the one giving it.
I love hugs.
I get attracted to 咪咪眼 because I think it's damn cute
I like people who can write and draw and speak well. (<- 小鬼）
My other half must peel orange for me.
I get turn off when people are overly friendly to me
I don't really like sharing my secrets to people because once I start I cannot stop. Then I feel so naked.
I like knowledgeable people.
My art suck.
I don't forgive people easily. Part of me would wish you karma
I actually exceeded 50. Are you still reading omg Thank you thank you /e-hug

Multitasking

2011-06-17T00:38:00.003+08:00

One.

黄鸿升 is in Singapore and he is turning me into a professional media stalker or something. Facebook, twitter, weibo, friends, forums blablabla & yesterday I almost died when I found out he was at Heeren and there I was at Wheelock. So near yet so far I couldn't breathe! So I read tweets saying that he is at Eunos right now..
Anyway I am so happy with the attention he is getting! His past efforts are now paying off :) 好闪亮的一颗星
& the constant refreshing of pages shall continue for the next few days. I need to bring my charger out with me.

Two.

This cramp is killing me :( Which means no coke float for me for the moment. And the 1-for-1 promotion will be ending this week. Will they still have coke float after this?!

Three.

I disabled the private function for my twitter because I realised it doesn't really matter. I'm accepting almost all invitations anyway.

Four.

How could I never heard of him before? Joe Brooks, 24, awesome singer,has a sexy accent & is cute (in some photos). I was looking through whytheyrehot.com when I came across this. At first it was the face that attracted me, then I went to his youtube channel. Thank God I did! His voice is the kind that makes you want to fall asleep because its so soothing but you have to fight it because you want to finish listening to the song, or his voice.

And apparently from wikipedia, he had numerous sold out shows across UK & US despite not being under any music company. So awesome.

And he can smirk while he sing. 'nuff said.

Five.

Yesterday I was discussing about movies with my colleague and while we were on the topic of Inception, he recommended me to watch Memento(2000), which is also directed by Christopher Nolan, and promise me that it would be a bigger mind fuck than what Inception did to me.

If you didn't know, I hate Inception because of what it did to me. I hate talking about the movie because of the number of questions I had from the movie and no one is able to give me a satisfying answer so it kind of suck to be stuck nowhere.

So I checked out the movie. I didn't expect the twist from the movie, especially towards the end. The way it was flimed is really interesting too, but sadly, it does not have the impact Inception did to me. At least at the end of the show I understood and had no question left hanging. So I still hate Inception the most.

Anyway, if you enjoy films like this, I recommend you to also watch Shutter Island(2010). That blew me off too. And there is one other movie about assassination which was filmed similarly to how Memento was but I can't remember the title. Hmm

Six.

I'm going shopping tomorrow yay good night!

Food Glorious Food

2011-06-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

(this is a very dangerous topic to write on. i'm getting hungry with every second passing by)

I was watching "Bizarre Food with Andrew Zimmerns" this evening when he was talking about all the.. well, bizarre food he had. The episode was mainly about what US kids eat and what they don't eat. Some people could never bring themselves to put a piece of offal into their mouth but they could eat a whole pack of marshmallow within minutes.

Did you know that some marshmallow have got gelatin in it? Yeah gelatin sound like some harmless, sugary ingredient (t0 me). In actual fact, gelatin is made of the connective tissues (collagen inside skin & bones) of an animal. This is the ingredient that gives the marshmallow the QQ feeling. Boo to you, liar, if you say you do not eat animal skin, because the marshmallow you ate could had it inside.

And did you know about hot dog? If you think hot dogs are just normal meat coming in as penis shape, think again. Most hot dog are made from left over scrap meat grounded up and then processed. And by scrap meat I mean it comes from almost any part of the animal. Why would these Mechanically Separated Meat machines care what you are putting into your mouth as long as you don't die easily from it?

So all you gross eater should stop judging what I eat! I love my crickets, grasshoppers, ladyfinger, fish eyes and all the delicious delicacy I eat while you side eye me.

(this post was suppose to be longer but my hunger is getting onto me. can't wait for fel's pre-celebration tomorrow confirm eat alot ^^ )

2011-05-22T00:23:00.003+08:00

“There’s a reason I’ve always said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t ‘cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love, and then you don’t have it? What if you like it? And lean on it? What if you shape your life around it, and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? This can go on forever.”

-Grey's anatomy

I watched another movie alone. Priest(2011) had a good storyline but the movie was rushed to finished aww It could had been better if they gave us more attention. I certainly hope for a sequel! There's so many good movies coming up I'm excited.

For the past few days the internet suck. Nothing was loading at all :( I'd murder Internet if it was a human. But because of it I picked up one of the book my sister loaned from the library and finished it within two nights. Very much like the American drama, Supernatural, where it talks about demons and shapeshifters and all the creatures along that line. I also watched The Bucket List(2007) with my phone and it was very much worth the time. If the movie were to be real I'd regret not knowing Carter Chambers. I get very attracted to people who have wide knowledge. And I watched a couple of animations like A Bug's Life(1998) and Finding Nemo(2003). Yeh I had never watched them before zzz After watching Fast 5 (2011), I watched the rest of the sequels too.

Like I have a lot of time right. I think it's coming to an end. I'm seriously looking for a job now and I have got an interview tomorrow (wish me luck!). I hope insomnia will end too. For the whole week I can't sleep before 4am and that sucks although I enjoy being an owl. Money come so I can enjoy the trip! :D

Good night.

台北 II

2011-05-07T23:56:00.008+08:00

3rd May

I was already done wearing the clothes I bought there hehe Took the train to danshui & because we used so many coins it was rejected

seriously?!

Tried a couple of local food like the long long ice cream (but we have short ones only. Is there like sizes for the ice cream?), the potato baked in chips, etc etc and went to Ripley's Believe it or not. Very different from the one I visited at Genting because they show more real animals like the huge rabbit, snakes, weird turtles and funny pictures. Apparently we are also allowed to touch and take the weird objects and stuff as being said by the introductory signs.

the stupid bird that ate a fish too big. really stupid bird hahaha

When the sun was setting the wind got really strong and the rain got heavier. One of the shop keepers advised us to get ponchos and while putting it on, a Japanese couple wanted us to take pictures for them. The guy was really cute in the way he behaves :D His pose are really funny hahaha then we got him to take picture for us too. Usually when you get a stranger to take picture they would take only two but he just went on EHH /snap EHH /snap EHH /snap hahaha so friendly!

We wanted to have steamboat for dinner but we could not find our way. Wanted to have Kanpai but the locals says it's very expensive so we asked if there is any others around the area. We were pointed different directions and some even say there isn't any around. We end up having Japanese ramen. After that we walked to the station and head the other direction for Raohe yeshi.

On the way there my slippers broke! Damn embarrassing to be in poncho and bending on putting my slippers back together in the middle of the street and the others surround me while I was doing so hehe Spend only about 2 or 3 hours there but we bought a lot of stuff! :D

best train ride @ taipei

I lost the leopard ring I bought hen sad! :( I wanted to get it from Singapore but it was expensive so I was thrilled to see it there at NT100 THEN I LOST IT WTPOOT no fate :( :(

4th May

It was zoo zoo zoo day~ Again there was slight drizzle but thankfully the rain hold until the near end. However it was not a very good experience because we couldn't see a lot of the animals. Singapore zoo is a lot better! And the highlight for the zoo was the two pandas but hope of them were sleeping and we couldn't even see their faces =/ I also realise I have fear for frog and toad. Near the end when it was raining we rush through the last few part of the zoo and then took a cable car back to the train station.

Took the train to Daan and was suppose to go to the Hot Dog Toyz & AES but I forgot my phone :( I remember taking it just before I got out but I think I didn't put it into my bag wtf Everyone got kind of annoyed so we searched for a dinner place first. Was introduced to 锅大爷 and the food was good!

The steamboat is limited to 2 hours and they do not have a large variety of food choices. However the meat was really good! They also serve desserts and cakes, chocolate fondue and Haagen Daz ice cream woohoo I spent half and hour to eat them hehehe I didn't have the ice cream though cause I was stuffed with meat & cakes.

After the meal we went on looking for the toy shop but we failed despite asking around and having a map on our hand. :( However we managed to get to a shop that was good enough to satisfy Bern (Y) It was already late then and I just gave up the idea of going AES. sigh Then on the way back I saw this bag I fall madly in love with but I didn't get it because I don't think I would use it. Double sighzxzzxz Bought a pair of shoes though! I had fetish for pink when I was there so I bought pink shoes~

We got back after that and some of us headed out to Luxy. 5 of us shared a cab and I had to disappear just in case there is police. haha Anyway I like the place a lot! The moment the elevator door open, there was the laser making it like the laser alarm damn cooooooooool! Walking through it makes me subconsciously lower my head. The toilet have got giant sofas and a full length mirrors half surrounding the bridal changing room thing. The music was good except they play music I didn't know and they play MVs which make the place kind of bright. & THERE ARE MORE CUTE BOYS THERE. Not that any exactly catch my eye though.. Everything was good until the night was spoilt -.-

5th May

It was difficult to get everyone up after a very late night and hangovers. I slept for probably 3 hours? So after everyone was up we checked out from the room and then went to ximending woohoo probably the most mad shopping day. Bought so much that I could feel the weight on my hand. We went back to the hotel as the taxi just arrived and head off to the airport with everyone asleep on the way. Uncle was cool as he on his lights in the car haha the disco lights sync with music somemore!

We had our last dinner at a chinese restaurant in the airport and I didn't finish it because of the smell =/ During the flight I managed to catch a little bit of sleep oh yay

Then I slept 12 hours. Regret not buying more. Sad for not going to AES. But it was good good I want to go back there! :D

台北 I

2011-05-06T22:55:00.011+08:00

All the research, effort, readings for this trip was worthwhile~ :) Again, I packed my luggage just a couple of hours before flying. Had training then went to Robertson Quay for Evon's 21. Wanted to go home after that to start packing but ended up at Helipad. I am glad I did though because I met Liqi there :`) Was checking on facebook status to see if she checked in but she did not so I thought she was not working that day but later I saw her at the ladies. Had countless hugs and did a little chat up. Funny how the last time we saw each other was in Jurong Secondary but now in a club. It never felt that long. :) Anyway! I went on with my training to shuffle in heels HAHAHA A pretty good night until they play house music - not really my kind of thing. Went to M hotel after that to tuck the birthday girl in before going home.

1st May

Had lunch at the food court at the airport before flying off. This is my first time taking the budget airline and everything really looks kind of budget

It was a flight slightly more than 4 hours and we managed to catch the sunset! I was feeling tired during the flight but didn't manage to catch any sleep so we played Monopoly deal instead A very useful tool no matter where we are and where we go.

Made transportation arrangement with the hotel so it was hassle free for us to get to the hotel. The hotel, Dandy Hotel, is located at Tianmu and it is a turn away from the main road. They uses a lot of white so it makes the hotel look really clean and pretty. We had the two rooms facing each other on the 6th floor. Our family room had a bathtub and a shower while the boys had only the shower head. And the toilet has no lock too. Thankfully I was not walked in while bathing haha The toilet had the thing that cleans your butt too but I didn't experiment with it.

So after we settle down, we took a quick cab ride to Shilin. We did not even wave for the cabs and they just stopped for us ha It was drizzling when we got there and the first thing we saw was the XL chicken. Bought two and then we seek shelter at the street that sells clothes. It was then when I realised a lot of the shops in Taipei have either dog or cat in the shop =/ And despite the street being really small, bikes are still going tru and fro. I think their bikers are really pro to drive like this. Makes my shopping paranoia.

Most of the time we girls were separated from the boys so we all have more time to shop our own stuff. We always met up somewhere along the street just before the meeting time so we do not have to walk all the way back to the meeting point. Weather was really hot then, so we went to 吃冰! One chocolate flavoured and the other peanut really really good~ At about 3am most of the shops were closing so we ate 面线 & oharjian before heading back.

2nd May

Breakfast at the hotel was provided and they had about the same thing every morning. Scramble egg, porridge, salad, yogurt, bread.. It was nice but wasn't good enough to make me want to eat it every single day when I was there. I miss that Batman's Hill hotel breakfast! Awesome hot dogs & scramble eggs.

After that we walked to the train station which was maybe about 20minutes away? The weather was rather cooling so it was fine. Bought the single trip ticket and it comes in the shape of chips! hehe how cool was that.

Stopped at Houshanpi which looked kind of far from the map but the MRT was really fast. Lines are drawn on the floor and all passengers obediently queued on the side, which was a better option than what Singapore have. Because the lines are only on one of the side of the door so the people alighting will not be blocked and there is no worry about being cut on the queue. (Y)

Find our way to Wufenpu and shop for the afternoon! Going on a Monday was a bad idea though, because most shops are doing wholesales only. We got chased out of the shop a couple of times :( I did read online saying that Monday is wholesales but didn't know we would actually be told that they are not selling anything to us. But still some shops are nice enough to allow us to buy.

Head back in the evening and drank my first bubble tea! I had less than 5 bubble tea altogether :( Damn fail. We wanted to try to take a bus back to the hotel but we came to know that there is actually a shuttle bus that can take us back to somewhere near. So we followed but we ended up walking a long distance before we got back. Not sure if we took the wrong turn or that it is that far. By the time we got to our hotel our feet were sore from all the walking. Filled the bathtub with hot water and bubbles to soak our feet in~

See how the girls looked so glamorous compared to the guys like as if they are having some scandalous moment

Had our dinner nearby after asking the front office for opinion. It was a small hotel so basically the staff there does everything. They are on the desk as the front office and concierge, they are at the breakfast area cleaning up, they do delivering to the room and they pick up calls and return emails.

We had our dinner at the restaurant that sells chinese food and dimsum. There was a lot of people who dine there as well so I thought it shouldn't be that bad. Beside the air conditioned seating area was an open kitchen so any take away were brought from there directly. I had beef soup and ordered rice that never came. I wouldn't finish it if it came anyway. The food wasn't exactly fabulous so I don't understand the crowd.

After dinner we walked back to the hotel and stopped at a couple of shops on the way. Just outside the Mac I saw a guy with a familiar hairstyle as 小鬼 hehe I was so looking forward to going to AES then :D When we got back to the hotel it was still early so the guys decided to grab drinks and crash our room. Played mahjong and monopoly and then went on to playing drinking game. We were so noisy I was afraid people would complained about us. One was down after being the champion loser for the games and we took pictures while he was asleep hehehe When we finished up, they went back to their room and we all went to sleep. When I toss around 90degree I felt like the world spinned 270degrees ha damn sucks we were playing 5 10 15 last and Sheila kept winning so I had to drink because she was sitting next to me ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

to be continued...

2011-04-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

For the next three days I would be working for a couple of dollars.
Then getting around Singapore to get things done..
And hell yeah Taipei here I come!! :)

Now, I mustn't get too excited if not I will not be able to get to sleep again. I just looked through those pictures taken in Melbourne a year ago and it makes me miss the place very much. Especially when I haven't got the chance to try exotic food like kangaroo meat yet. I will be back!

The hype now still belong to Taipei! Now I have a better camera, I hope I can produce better pictures, enhancing my memory when I think back. A proper itinerary with everything I can't wait to do, places I can't wait to see, things I can't wait to buy $$$$ This two months of 宅女 & 5 months of internship pay all come down to this. May I purchase enough to cover my next 6 months hehehe I certainly hope 22kg is enough when I come back if not I will be wearing like 8 layers when I return. Also bopi bopi it won't even drizzle as forecast everyday go out with good weather~

I think I will just pack a set of clothes & a backpack in my luggage. And also a different way to do my hair because all my pictures seems to have the same hair so boring. Good night lalalala 用功三天就能去玩了! (don't remind me I need to get a job when I'm back) I'm adding a new travel tag omg yay

For you.

2011-04-25T15:37:00.003+08:00

[Avril Lavigne ; Keep holding on]

You're are alone, together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go, you know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

I will be praying for you.

i like to look at naked pictures sometimes.

2011-04-22T01:12:00.003+08:00

I just had a picnic at Marina Barrage in the evening. It was not the best idea because it was so dark I could hardly see my food. And then we decide to play monopoly deal and I had to download a torchlight app so we all can see better.

There was this moment when 3 of them left for the toilet and I heard the toad croak like it was just next to me. When they came back they didn't believe me. Later they heard the croak sound too and then all stood up and flee to the other corner of the mat, only to realise that the croak came from a nearby kite. Don't ask me why a kite could come up with such sound. But the croak I first heard definitely came from a toad! zzz had a good laugh though.

Anyway I miss friends from MBS.

I think I am in that teenage mood again. You know, when you get so interested in boys suddenly. Very recently I saw this picture of the #02 cutest boy I have ever seen and I am stanning him hard right now. While looking at his picture I found myself smiling glitters and confetti x) And when I was at the barrage, I kind of imagine what it would be like if you were there with me. Not as if we had any firework moment going on, but still..

&&&&&&&&&&&&& taiwan trip is less than 10 days away! Good night people!

P.S. I miss my basketball girls too.

2011-04-20T16:06:00.002+08:00

I woke up with a brave heart, thinking I could conquer you. Guess I will never learn my lessons, eh? Time and time again you just bit me, making me feel the pain in places I never thought it could hurt so much. I should have known. Long ago I have already seen through you. As if you were made of sandpaper. Now I bleed like it's a natural thing to do. So numbed I could hardly feel anything.

I really never thought I can actually have a blister each on my little toes. Thanks a lot, shoes.

2011-04-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

Gawd my ankle have yet to heal but the only sinseh I know is like half a Singapore away :( You can say it is fine now as long as I don't walk down the stairs or run or jump because it aches and feels so insecure. Someone tell me there is a good (& cheap) sinseh in Jurong leh!

I am finalizing the last few details with the hotel and collect the money and I'll be all set and ready! How wonderful is it that I just sent an email to the wrong hotel ?! Apparently I was clicking through the official website and managed to get to the 'contact us' page but it made me contacted another hotel. Oh my, my email address is blushing in tomato colors now grr

Anyway why is everyone getting so paranoid that my iphone is not protected by rubber/plastic cover ?! Like people care if their nokia or samsung or sony ericsson have a cover on it =/ I'm looking for a perfect cover and I am aiming to get Cath Kidston's so pretty!

It's probably karma.. I dropped my phone a couple of times this week. hehe

my two cents worth

2011-04-16T01:51:00.003+08:00

It took me quite some time to realize that it is not always that people are leaving me behind and moving on. I begin to see that I am not putting in the effort to, too. How I hated people for leaving after all that we been through. It makes me wonder how is it even possible. As they say, change is the only constant and it is true. We constantly change and evolve, for better or for worse, because that is what life should be about. Why live a mundane life when there is so much out there for us to explore! Although change is inevitable, it does not mean that people meant to throw people behind. It could be that we just got so caught up with the present we stop looking at the people who stood by us all along. Sometimes it does not really matter but there are times when it felt like we were thrown back to the shelf like a ragged old doll. Have you feel like so before? I have been through that stage of whining and feeling hurt and I had enough of self pity. Life goes on. Why should I even put you on the priority when I am always a second to you. & when you decide to look back at the doll you left on the shelf, part of me wish that I am strong enough to never let you into my life again. Just in case you decide to do it twice.

My aunt called this afternoon and discussed with me on a New Zealand trip. It is like a dream come true early for there is this one place I must be before I die. However she suggested to go on a tour so I doubt we would be there but still.. it's traveling :) For a hour my attention was diverted from Taipei to NZ. I am now motivated to earn so I could go around more frequently. If my life were to turn out this way, I could die happy.

It's Saturday tomorrow. My training day tomorrow. Ankle please be good, I hope you function well enough tomorrow. Good night earthlings, be safe.

Hi there is this sudden urge to blog

2011-04-14T23:37:00.007+08:00

Yesterday I spent my day in school. Sat down and finished a book although I speed through the last part because the library was closing. It's call A Vintage Affair by Isabel Wolff. The cover page was catchy - I always read the book by its cover first. It is about this girl who had difficulty forgiving herself after her friend's death. There was a lot of if only that goes on inside her. Somehow I felt like I could relate to the story. But it was long ago.

I am feeling cranky the moment I woke up. Usually mood swing comes before blood but this time its all over the place. Either that or my temper is really getting bad. This sucks grr. All in all it was just some minor issues I have but I had to magnify it. Anyway I finally collected my pay (YAY) and went down to town to buy mq's gift and even proceed on to make the gift better. The box & sticker I got must be foolproof since an art-idiot like me managed to make it look okay.
& I looked through friendster just now how funny. I saw this confession I have to one guy whom I thought he played ball brilliantly. I used the verbs and adjectives I learnt and I sent it to him. Gasp. How ridiculous he must thought I was.

Can't wait for April to finish so I could get out of this place for awhile. This place is so meaningless for me now that I am not doing anything. Need to start doing something! I searched a million places online, read a couple of books offline, asked people, look at pictures THIS TRIP MUSN'T FAIL.

I don't usually fall into this confidence zero zone but for two days now I wish I look more beautiful. On the outside, on the inside. Even my most confident part of me looks fat to me now (fingers if you don't know).

despite that we do not have much of a common topic despite that i seems to bore you i think i enjoyed myself because i havent had anyone to talk to like this for a long time. good night everyone, be safe and enjoy the lovely night.

We were both young when I first saw you

2011-03-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

For the last weekend I was working for some career fair at Suntec. I was broke and had to draw cash and I went all the way from the exhibition hall to Marina Sq to draw money. I thought I was lucky to own an Iphone and is able to download Whereto.sg until I realise the nearest ATM is so damn far.

Maybe it was fate, I saw the rock climbing competition and I just couldn't had enough I have to watch after I finished working. The best part of it was to watch the the route setter climb. The graceful and delicate moves he made while he move from the start to the end, the way he jumped and stretched with total accuracy.. I was awed. I am love in sight with this sport.

I remember the first time I ever did rock climbing was when I was at SparkC camp when I was a primary school student. A lot of colourful climbing holds and we were expected to climb to the top of it. Maybe because of our age, we were told it will be fine if we are tired halfway through the climb, we can let go and take a rest for a little bit because we are secured by the rope. To reach the very top was an amazing feeling.

I had the chance to join a team of climbers when I got to RP. I was very keen in joining and wanted to do something else other than basketball so I registered. But I left due to many reasons. And now, when I think back, it was a regretful decision I made. One reason I left was because it was very demoralising because I practically suck at it. I was doing basketball training regularly then and I couldn't comprehend why I was so bad at it. I just thought this sport wasn't meant for me. Every training I went with hope but always finish with a sad face. (I remember there was this one time when my captain call out my name just before I left and said "smile". It bought me courage for while.)

Even though I was really bad at it and was glad that I managed to tell the captain that I would not be joining them for training anymore, I miss it. I miss the colourful tall wall, I miss the tight shoes, I miss getting dirty with the chalk, I miss even trying..

2011-03-08T23:41:00.006+08:00

During the Genting trip we pretend like we were a family by our age, in reverse. So jx & mm were the parents although I was never sure which was the dad and which was the mum. We stayed in the two mini rooms of First World on the 5th floor. I was hoping for a higher floor initially.. must be the side effect from working at MBS.

On the first day we went to Ripley's & the haunted house. I was secretly scared actually hehehe but I wanted to pull them out together but later I realised there was only two ghost scaring us? Hm. We also got addicted to scoring hoops. Spent hours there training up.

Second day was spent at the theme park. We almost hadn't got the chance to because it was really foggy in the early part and I think my family took turn to 安慰 me because I was so looking forward to it :( :( Thank God the weather cleared up we played almost every single ride - thrill, relax, thrill, relax, thrill because there was one (guess who) who wasn't exactly a fan of thrill rides hehe But she took a lot of thrill rides with us so yay if she is a pokemon, she gained level. Anyway the best ride was the skyshot or whatever it is called. I was really sexcited while queueing, Felicia pee many times before the ride and they two secured their hair so that their head wont come off when the ride comes down. Bet you heard of that story right.

Anyway when the ride went up I looked up and realised it is still so far from the top. Then suddenly there was a sound and I screamed. Too early HAHAHAHHA damn embarrassing I don't know if any of them realised. When the ride finally went down I could feel that I floated on the seat for a little while and then there wasn't enough air in me for me to continue screaming because the ride haven't hit the bottom yet so I just closed my mouth hahahahhaha i don't know why it just felt so funny. Too bad the big roller coaster was closed that day =/

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Spent a night at Marina Bay Sands on the night I finished my attachment. It was so huge! Toilet was especially huge but I didn't get to use the bathtub aww. Went to the pool in the morning and water was freezing cold until you got used to it.

The next day we watched Lion King. It was my virgin musical show and I must say it was really enjoying! Why was I too lazy to watch Riverdance the other time :(

So yeap, my attachment at MBS is now over. I would miss walking to and fro work, regardless in the morning, before dawn or when the sun set. I would miss TDR food, especially the rojak because no where else sells rojak that is so good. I would definitely miss the people whom made my attachment so much fun and I am thankful I met these people :) It was really sweet of them to come writing on my wall and Charmaine for the flowers (the flowers are still alive) and Ameen for the chocolate (just what I needed when I craved for it just now)! And and the upcoming chocolate buffet I wish everyone would come.

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Yesterday a few of us went to pick up Jared from the airport, 7am in the morning. I actually did it haha just that I arrived later than the one who was arriving by the plane. Spent time catching up with life, with his newly found chinese accent (omg no) and then a few of us travelled back to school. Finally got my laptop fixed and spent 3 hours to finish up my report and I AM A FREE BIRD. So free I don't know what to do with the next phase of life which is very frustrating actually. I have made some plan in my head and we shall see how it goes. Meanwhile, I will just take about a week to slack before I carry on with anything.. like diet.

2011-03-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

just so you know i have a lot of things to do before i can sit down to write a proper post. like finishing my IIP weekly log, my 2,000 words report, finding a job, decide on my future. i have a ton of things to blog about, like my genting trip, finishing my attachment, watching lion king yadda yadda but sigh i lost the vibe to blog isjdoisajdonsanfudsof im ridiculous.

2011-01-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

The journey home tonight was an adventure. I had an awesome steamboat dinner with my colleagues and left most of them early because I still have to work tomorrow. I walked from the shopping mall near to Hard Rock Cafe to Tanglin mall and I am very glad I was able to find my way. However I waited one whole hour before I got a bus because the two buses were full and the driver did not stop at all.

When I finally got onto a bus, my card ran out of money. The driver says the ride would cost me $2 and I happily took out my wallet because I remember I had a two dollar note. In the end I only have got five & tens!!!!!

So now my choices were either put in the five for my journey or alight the bus and take a taxi home. Guess what I chose to do.

I asked around the bus if anyone could change my five for me. I went on one by one first, then I just end up asking the whole group of people in front of me. Some went through their wallet and pockets, some just probably think I was insane. I think this is a result of having this job - I am so used to talking to strangers I don't even feel shy about it. Just a little funny.

Then this lady took out two dollars worth of coins from her pocket and signaled me to just take it. She was not smiling, just giving her cool look haha But she was the only kind one who helped without expecting anything in return. :) The world have hope after all. Anyway I looked through my wallet again because I cannot believe I do not have my two dollar note. I found some coins though, so I returned that lady $1.10. She refused at first but she took it in the end.

At the end of it, I think I am really an awkward and embarrassing girl.

2011-01-20T01:24:00.001+08:00

Last night I drank a warm cup of milk and honey. I had a sweet dream.

Say hello to my new daily routine. ^^

(this is why sometimes i think i should get a twitter. but i don't want to do the same as everyone else although i have a facebook, a tumblr and an iphone.)

2011-01-10T20:48:00.003+08:00

This year I want to conquer a couple of fear. Like getting my tattoo (<- this is supposed to happen last year :( ) & wearing contact lenses. The thought of wearing contact lenses is so gross to me because it's like poking your finger into your eyes eww. All this must be done when 心血来潮!

Mr 鬼 is coming to Singapore for concert should i go should i not should i go should i not please please please have some other events so I can see you without going for the concert /cross fingers.

Presentation is up on Friday and I haven't done anything for it yet except finding a border for my presentation slides -.- I can't wait to go back to school because I miss ayam pengyet a lot and I have been craving for it hehehe

I think I am beginning to regain my blogging mojo because I have a lot of blogging thoughts the past few days hehe it's a hard to explain feeling.

I WANNA BE A BILLIONAIRE SO FRICKING BAD BUY ALL THE THINGS I NEVER HAD oh there are so many things I want to buy but I just don't feel like spending the money. why oh why But CNY is coming up a good reason for me to shop and spend (Y) the other day at Vivo was a killer because the stores are all selling long sleeves and sweater and everything look so pretty and cute I want to bring home all but obviously I won't have that many cold weather here to wear 'em so I skip everything except one top. Should had worn it today, the weather is so freaking cold - so cold that i am not hiding under my blanket but under the tilam. I am coughing sneezing and have a heavy head ughs I am going to sleep soon.

The other day I found a perfect dream job. It was to work in National Geographic. So it is like combining most of the things I am interested in together - travelling, photography, writing, geography and saving the earth. I know it is hard to believe the last part but seriously! And yes, it is the perfect job to dream about. I bet I won't even pass the interview with the level of english I have. k I am going to try (improving).

2011-01-03T23:30:00.005+08:00

On the first day of new year...

I spent it with colleagues at Clarke Quay after work. Watched the fireworks with Marina and then tried to beat the crowd to the train station. Drank at Indocine. Tried to get a cab home for a hour and a half. Ended up being drove home by my neighbour because he passed by omg seriously coincidence! And his eyesight very good.

On the second day of new year...

Went to Chailuan's birthday party and got lost with Jiaxin. Realised I haven't been to the airport for quite some time and I miss the beach after sunset. We tried to find our way with her bb and my iphone. We ended up taking a cab for less than three minutes because we were just a turn away. -.-

Did some catching up! :) Favourite part of the night would be reminiscing our secondary school days with Jiajun. A large part of it was not about training, but the times we played ball outside, watch fights and all the friends I haven't seen for awhile.

Played games throughout the night. Indian poker is the idiot proof game but everyone loves it. No alcohol involved, just one whole tank of orange juice. We finished the whole drink at the end of the night (Y)

On the third day of new year...

I finally watched a movie on my own (Y) Got a free ticket because I did not take any MC for three months at workplace haha Caught Rapunzel and it was awesome! A lot more modern than the old filmed fairy tales but Disney still managed to retain its class with all the singing. Somehow, long hair Rapunzel and short hair Rapunzel keep reminding me of some people but I cannot point out who. Nevertheless, I am cool because I watched a movie on my own.

I was just very curious how long was Rapunzel's hair and what shampoo she uses.

Shopped around Vivo a little. Tried on many many stuff but bought only one hehe Adorable three quarter sleeve with two character looking a little like the ones in the corpse bride

And on the forth day of new year it is time to work again. Thank you and good night y'all.

This song played while I thought of you.

2011-01-02T07:33:00.002+08:00

[Taylor Swift ; Back to December]

I'm so glad you make time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, working the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December
Turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
And I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

All the time

2010-12-30T01:03:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life - the best quote I heard for this year because I thought it is of the utmost truth.

It's just like how I am now sleeping on the thin bed on the ground of my parent's bedroom because I had to give my room to my brother while he is back for his vacation from Australia and then moving the whole cabinet to the living room, showcasing every single pictures, medals, gifts and rubbish I have to visitors; and oh, what a great timing, I rarely have guests in my house but yeah, a couple of people whom I do not know of was in my house just a few days back. And when my cousins came over for a stay over, all I had was a little corner in the room with a blanket on the ground for me to sleep on because there isn't enough bed for me to sleep on. Did I mention now my clothes are now one one moving rack, which was also displayed in the living room when there was simply no more space in the room? Also the other day I could not find the doll that I slept with since I was a kid and I thought they threw it away I almost cried that night and I had to sleep with a towel because I do not know where the hell was my blanket last night. And later my mum even asked why do I have a towel on my bed.

Not that I am complaining though. =/

I get really pissed to come home seeing that my things are at a different place as it was before leaving for work and went to bed cursing to myself but in the morning I wake up, I just kind of go 'forget it'. You know that kind of feeling ?! Yeah, simply because I still want/need them in my life.

And if you must know, my parents do not abuse me. The whole post sounds so ridiculous to me suddenly.

So it is the time of the year to reflect again. So have you done any reflection? I had done my list of people to thank already, shall start reflecting on the events I had on my next free time. Good night and goodbye!

2010-12-21T00:52:00.002+08:00

I cut my hair and I thought it look horrible. But then I ended up with 2 'you're pretty' comment (secretly happy) and a couple of cute (<- used to it). Now I am more assured that I am unique and that I look at the world in a differently.

I shall be shopping for gifts during my next off day! Procastinating with myself to whether make a list or not because I think I will end up not buying anything. Like always. I love making lists but it is like for the fun of it. I end up not completing most of the stuff. Annoying.

A merry christmas to you in advance. Santa will remember you because you are being so nice to even spend time seeing if this blog is updated. :)

2010-11-16T13:27:00.004+08:00

Hi I just hit the big two. I am no longer a teen. I do not feel like my age but I feel awfully old.

This is how my birthday goes : I spent my day working. I had my lunch alone in the big cafeteria. Bought my own cake from Bakerzin (I wanted to get it from Sweet Spot but I forgot!). Cooked my own dinner - maggie mee, hot dog, meatballs.

It was okay though. I didn't want to celebrate anyway. Don't know why though, eating a cake on this day seems important to me. I feel weird if I don't. But at the end of the day I realised that I could be so comfortable to be alone I may just grow old and die alone.

Imagine.
I will grow old and becomes a old virgin. I have no cats nor dogs as companion. I will be taking my last bath when my heart suddenly stops beating and I will rot to death until my neighbour realises. And even by then no one will remember who I am because the running water rot my body so badly it is beyond recognition.

I ought to write a book.

Nevertheless,
Thank you to each and every one! I didn't even know I had more than 3 friends :`( The best part was some of the wishes was fun to read ha

Okay I don't know what else to write anymore. Byebye.

2010-11-09T13:23:00.003+08:00

A few years back I was a loyal fan of Miami Ink. The episodes always starts with showing the customers coming into the shop and telling the artist what they are looking for. Then they will be advised to come back a while later while the artist starts to do research and starts to draw.

While the customer is being inked, they start sharing their story behind the tattoo. It is not about wanting to be ink for fun, wanting to look cool. It is about collaborating part of their life story with art and it serves as a reminder for them. Is is more than what some people perceived it to be.

Most of the time, the customers are very happy and amazed how the art piece is more beautiful than what they had wished for. To me, it's like the tattoist had really put in effort to produce the best piece of work for the customers. More than to just earning money, its about helping these people.

All the artists are amazing at Miami Ink but I am more biased towards Ami James. You can even say I had a slight crush on him. He is the hot tempered boss at Miami Ink but I love the way he put his heart to work and how he slightly flirt with pretty girls hehe Most of all I love his art.

It was this show that kind of spark me to get a tattoo of my own. I never had a real idea of what I wanted though until recently. A dandelion. A large part of my teenage life is about me expecting so much from people that I was eventually disappointed by myself. How easily does hope fade away. A dandelion is the perfect personification/metaphor I can think of right now. A dandelion does not stay intact forever.

Me wanting to get a tattoo is not much of a secret. Of course, there were people who do not encourage me to go under the needle but I would want them to know that this is not an impulsive thing I wish to do. It is something that I had went through thorough consideration. I want to be able to remember this part of me whenever I look at myself. Impulsive would be me wanting to ink a 鬼 on me (I really thought so) but this, no.

I would very much love to get my first tattoo done by Ami James but it would probably mean me having to sign up for an appointment, saving enough to fly to Miami and back. So now I am just looking for some recommendations locally but so far I haven't receive enough information to convience me.

Other than wanting to be tatto by Ami James, my next biggest tattoo wish would be hoping 小鬼 would draw my tattoo piece for me. I can totally imagine him as a tattoo artist! And his art are so tattoo-able. So maybe one day...

This is one post that I have meaning to do for a very long time. Finally writing it down feels good. :)

2010-11-03T21:19:00.003+08:00

Hi my fingers are becoming fatter every time I look at it. I think my collarbone is becoming sexier hehehe everything else is so irrelevant

Look at my face hahaha wtf I don't even recognise myself am I that ugly. Sorry for the crop, but the glam light for my blog belongs to only me most of the time I don't share.

Today is day 1 of my long 7am shifts. I wake up a quarter to five in the morning and take the first train to work.

And I have yet to get my tattoo I am so disappointed with myself but then again since when I didn't disappoint myself. Hm.

As you can see this post is pretty meaningless. Just to let you know how I have been. I am so bored now I am going to sleep. See how meaningless my life is. 就酱, 拜.

2010-10-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

Relevant Every Single Day
(but why you coming soon i no time to see you :( )

Today was interesting.
I went training but a few minutes after I step out of the house it started to rain. Decided to take a bus and missed a bus because of my poor eyesight. Then I was stuck in Jurong for about twenty minutes. Then after reaching the training ground for a while we went off for dinner. After dinner went to Delphine's place. Got traumatised by her dogs, big and small. I think I broke my record for being so close to a dog for the longest time because my legs were shaking then the big dog was right beside me AND I THINK THEY HAD QUITE A BIT OF FUN WATCHING ME ACTING THAT WAY

maybe. maybe one day I can break this fear of mine. just saying.

2010-10-01T21:57:00.003+08:00

I JUST DIED.

I am about to finish listening to every single song in my netbook. Currently it is playing the 黄鸿升 list (L)

And I am suffering from the after effect of working! Like I am leaving messages for people in msn while they are offline & smashing my keyboard, especially my enter. Probably at the end of the IIP the alphabets will be gone and some of the keys will be spoilt. Anyway I am coping well, for now. Still learning and absorbing and be prepared to face it all in a more independent manner.

The worst time I had during this short period of time was when I thought of this excellent way to make big bucks. I was pondering about this problem when I had a concept to solving it. I was already thinking that if I were to share this idea, will I get paid or will the company just use my idea without any credit to me. Yes I was very confident. To further prove my point, part of my idea is already being used by some company. Damn heartbreaking when I google and see that it is being used already! :( It's like money flying away. I shared this idea with two people and they both think that at least I had such an idea. Hm.

Due to work, I have been sleeping really early on working days - which is good - but my eating habit is a total mess. There are always a wide variety of food for lunch resulting in me taking a lot and then feeling as though my uniform will burst soon. Then dinner at home is mostly after 8.30 and I go to bed a while after that. I am not even sure if I had digested the food or not. And I had not exercised for two weeks already ! omgwtf fat I feel like a hamster with food stuff in my cheeks because I think it had fatten up a lot.

Last Sunday I was asked to go for supper and I thought it was at jurong point. End up I only realise Jasmine meant hke after I got out. I didn't even plan to eat lor I wanted to just go talk with them only but I travelled down still. No wonder I had the feeling I had to bring my wallet along. And Felicia suggested to eat crab. Look At My Weird Friends. I end up going down and play two sets of monopoly deal and then came home. So cute.

I do love myself but there is so much I want to change and modify about myself. I made some plan in my mind for tomorrow but I don't know if I will just do it. I procrastinate too much la k whatever,
Adios Amigo

2010-09-17T23:31:00.005+08:00

My mum asked me why didn't I go for a short trip before the start of my attachment.

MY MUM KNOWS I HAVE NO LIFE :(

bye.

Can you believe it. I have spend most of my time at home for the past few days aka the last few days before I am locked up with work for 5.5 months :( :( :( wherefore art thou amigo (I just made a sentence with two languages yes I am a true Singaporean who always speak with rojak language... ... it's two different languages right?) Anyway I went for body maintenance aka gym on wednesday on my own so proud I think I need to do maintenance more regularly. Also I have been watching Cardcaptor Sakura and Kero is so cute I want a plush of it but when I google it all the plush look so ugly

So just give me a real one I can be Cardcaptor Rinnakoh

and I watched Resident Evil 1,2 &3.

and my aunt just called to ask if I would like to join them to go to Europe. EUROPE. but its during november so.... :(

and I am thankful that I am not the last child of my family because I confirm have sibling pressure. My brother and sister had/have been scoring well for their school except me. My mum always say I am picked from the rubbish bin when I was young. I kind of think it is true now.

What else?

What else?

What else?

Nothing else.

Good night.

(I lead a sad life.)

2010-09-10T01:15:00.002+08:00

[Three Doors Down ； I'm so far down]

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colours of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

Cause now again
I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feelings gone
There's nothing left to lift me up back into the world I know

Cause now again
I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down
Away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done

And now again
I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines to light the way for me
Cause now again I've found myself
So far down away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down
Away from the sun again
I'm gone

2010-09-07T23:49:00.009+08:00

3rd September, Friday
I was excited to see him hehehe couldn’t sleep the night before and had a little bit of problem waking up the next day. Anyway, I arrived at about 2pm and saw the queue outside of IMM. Yes, the fans were queuing outside of IMM since 10am (the earliest) and had to withstand the sun so poor thing! And the reason I heard was that the security does not allow them to queue in the roof garden yet because it was office hours. What, us queuing at the roof garden will disrupt their daily activities? I didn’t know there are people working in the roof garden =/

I started queuing only when the queue goes up to the roof garden. To past time, I bought Monopoly Deal (Y) the game is highly addictive! (Sidetrack: ever since I got Minds Café membership I stopped going there wtf)

It felt as if I am seeing him for the first time. As if I wasn’t able to comprehend how good looking he is. He looked very tired though :( but his smile is still very very very very very very mesmerizing. He sang 不屑 but forgot the lyrics of the last part hehe

& he give the reason being that he cannot think straight because he keep thinking that he is going to eat crab later! Yes there is where I got the idea of opening a crab farm from. 黄先生 I’ll breed crabs and whip out new crab dishes and feed you with crab every single meal if you want to k. :D

I wanted to tell him to smile more during photo shoot during the fansign but he was going pretty fast so I dropped the idea. He must be really hungry since he hadn’t had a meal since he arrived.

Look at him being so happy! /waves back

4th September, Saturday
Got to Dragonfly when the concert was about to start. Stood right in front of the PA system (is it what its call?). Tiptoeing almost throughout the whole concert but it wasn’t that bad because I had something to lean on. However it would be good if I was nearer to the stage because he interacted a lot with the people in front! When he bend down for handshakes, they don’t even want to let go. =/

To those who do not believe in his singing ability, I am sorry to say but he rocked the concert. Last night I was slightly worried that he is unable to be at his peak for the concert because he looked really tired but he amazed me.

He sang every single songs he had, starting with 总冠军, my favourite :D & even the songs that I thought was difficult to sing live, he did it. Other than just his songs alone, he sang songs from other artists.

The balloons were suppose to come down during the song 地球上最浪漫的一首歌 but they let it down during 搞砸了 he say the song suppose to be a little sad but end up become romantic then during地球上最浪漫的一首歌 everyone suppose to wave the balloons slowly but they wave it so quickly hehehe

Throughout the concert he did stuff like trying to talk to the security in English, dance 舞娘 and do 捏泥巴 hehehe

到最后掰不出了吧! :D

For encore he sang御守之星. Fun4 had plastic masks on while he had one with wheels by the side. From his toy collection I supposed?

During the concert, there was this guy who wanted to borrow camera from me because he had won a chance to take a picture with 小鬼. He was nice enough to say that I can join him :) But yeah, it was only for those who won but it’s okay! Because it felt like because of 小鬼, I randomly made friends hehe we are coolz people because we love小鬼.

5th September, Sunday

Had less than two hours of sleep before setting off to see小鬼. I could feel my puffy eyes but still I must go! Cannot waste every chance to see him!

He was the last to perform for the day and he came in his casual outfit with a white blazer. 白马新时代王子 manzxzxzxz & he got the loudest screaming on that day hehe His voice was obviously strained from the night before.

When he arrived, I stood went to the center to stand for a direct view of him. Most people gathered close to the stage and there was a line of小鬼 fans standing at the back. I stood at the middle of all those crowds. When singing his songs, he did a big heart shape with his hands over his head. AT.MY.DIRECTION. Later he explained that he did it because the fans behind me did that action to him thus he returned the favor.

BUT FREAKING IMAGINE YOU WERE STANDING ALONE AT THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WHEN SUDDENLY THE GUY OF YOUR DREAMS DID THAT AT YOUR DIRECTION. 干吗 ?! AND HE DID IT TWICE. I COULD HAD DIE HAPPY.

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Things I have learnt: I need a better camera. Next time go as close to the stage as possible because can get better pictures (not just the head only!). I like him saying 干吗 hehehe I might try car chasing the next time 黄先生我没那么疯狂过为了你啊!

谢谢黄鸿升 for the amazing three days! Please come back after March so I have ample time to chase all over Singapore for you again! 谢谢 Fun4 for helping 小鬼 in making the mini concert a success!谢谢工作人员 take good care of 小鬼! 谢谢 fans putting in a lot of effort making him feel like a superstar! 谢谢 Felicia for accompanying me for the three days! I think you are that little bit in like with him too, yes?

pwetti gurlz after over dosage of 鬼

Remember how I told you I think 小鬼 will look really good with earphone? On the same night I saw a picture of him with it! Hehe Spot on, just like the last time I say about that kind of old school glasses yay

And a few other videos when he was there!

Interview in article or if you prefer watching a video. It’s about the same stuff. 就是喜欢上你的努力 (L)

RAZORTV interview (about ghost): Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

小鬼在台上最糗的事 He haven’t even finish saying he already laughing at himself!

If you want more fan cam, go youku and search under his name! (:

I posted youku videos here and it doesn't load in my FF. =/

this is like one year worth of post man.

2010-09-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

I wrote a decent post on my last three days and blogger screwed up. 干吗 ?! Doing it again later or tomorrow :(

2010-08-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

THE FIRST THING THAT CAME INTO MY MIND WHEN I SAW MYSELF IN THE PICTURE WAS ...

TO ME THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE.
OMGWHY :(

2010-08-20T22:15:00.006+08:00

These are the movies I had watched this holiday

& Harry Potter and the L word season 6 and a little bit of Pretty Little Liars. Does this count as awesome? At least all the movies are worth watching but if I had to pick, take up Forrest Gump(1994). It has a mix of everything, from laughter to tears. Quite recently I also just watched The Terminal(2004) and now then I realise how awesome Tom Hanks is (Y)(Y). I am going to watch even more movies. There are so many fairy tales I had never watched before!

Considering this is my last holiday before hell, I wanted to spend it fruitfully. I even made a to-do list and people to meet. But this first week had been spent pretty pathetically. I spent my time at home most of the days. Studied a little. Played a day of street ball. The weather hadn't been good enough so I kept cancelling my date to Sentosa with myself. Watched a little bit of YOG through the television. Butter Factory on Wednesday night was fucking good. This feels more like my virgin trip to club. Had supper last night and gossip through the night woo I missed out quite a number of stuff didn't I. /slysmile

The only thing that is worth counting for right now is seeing 小鬼 but the rest is.. I don't even want to go there :(

2010-08-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

"You got selected", he said with widened eyes and the ends of his lips curved up a little. I looked at him uninterested. Was I suppose to shriek with joy anyway? It was not what I had in mind. I feel so manipulated sometimes. We are all but tools to enhance the name, no?

Partly I am at fault too. I didn't have the strength to make the right choice for myself. I didn't have the courage to choose what I exactly want. I am manipulated because I place myself there for you to do so. /bitchslap

That evening I was at NTUC where I (or was it him) accidentally knocked into this guy because it was really crowded. I apologised. He gave me angry stare and continue walking forward, shaking his head at the same time.

Today I was on my way to the train station where this old lady stopped abruptly in front of me right after she crossed the road. Naturally I changed my lane and moved to the right. After taking a few steps forward, this sari lady slightly pushed me aside and 'tsk' me.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE? DO I LOOK SO DELICATE THAT YOU GUYS COULD NOT HELP IT BUT TO INTIMIDATE ME? I really wish Singaporeans can be more gracious, especially towards one another. Like why the hell is there a need to push and rush into the train?

@$#@)%(#$)%*(^*#)$%()#@$(@#

2010-07-30T21:01:00.009+08:00

If I talk about motel, I bet one of the first few things that comes to your mind would be Vacancy(2007), run down rooms and sex (its the third thing to come into my mind but I bet it was the first for you).

your brain image /incept

However, my perspective of motel had changed drastically. If I can, I would like to work in Taiwan's motel! The motels in Taiwan are nothing like the picture I showed you above. It is practically hotel like, regardless of the accommodation or the food. Most of all it is cheap!

For illustration purpose, I randomly google and these are the images that came out.

Like a pretty only! The era of horror motels are over~ Even if I were to do housekeeping I think I would enjoy myself a lot with exploring all the different rooms and themes. These rooms typically look like hotel standard already. I had seen on 得奖的事 (hosted by 小鬼 & 黄国论) that there are some rooms that are themed with cars, dragons and ships. Can't show any pictures because I don't know what to type in chinese to search for it.

Very often, motels are associated with adultery and affairs but time had changed. I mean, there are more reasons to go to motel now. There are some motels that offers a private swimming pool, KTV corner and even BBQ pit!

If I ever go to Taiwan I would love to stay in the motel instead of the hotel! I think it is a great place to hold party too!

And why would I want to work in one? If I were to work at the front office, I think there will not be much of a problem because most of the guests wants privacy so during check in, (I heard) there will be a panel blocking the view of the guest and the procedures are all done with much discreet. To me it sounds almost like no complain. hehe

2010-07-26T23:04:00.005+08:00

My LG Viewty is going to breakdown any time soon. Need a new phone and I am stuck with the choice of Blackberry Bold & iPhone. I prefer Blackberry over the latter actually but apparently everyone says otherwise.

Anyway today after school, I went to one of the M1 shop at Jurong Point to check out the available plan and the cost of BB. She told me that I can purchase a plan for $36 /month. So later in the evening I went back to the same shop, seeing a lot of staff lazing around the front of the shop, obviously preparing to close for the day. Well, I thought it was okay since I understand the I-want-to-go-home feeling. Yes, it was understandable until I got a taste of their.. bullshit. (not worthy of the words customer service).

The first lady that attended to us was holding onto the keys, swaying it about like she was telling me I should get the hell out of the shop now because it is 9pm. I asked her if the BB white is available at a discounted price because I saw it on the Saturday Straits Times Home cover page. She simply replied me with a straight No. I further explained that I saw the advertisement on the Straits Times. This time she checked her notes and told me there was no such thing again.

Is this advertisement real or did I imagine it? Why does the staff not know a thing about this advertisement? If this promotion is over (the newspaper wrote 30July though), why can't she at least kindly explain to me?

I went on asking about the plan, wanting to make sure the amount I had to pay. She was clueless about it so she referred another staff to me. The new staff took me to the counter and told me that in order to use all the functions of the BB, I will need to pay the $36 plan plus another BB stuff (can't remember what it was about) which cost about $30. In total, my monthly bill should come about $60. But this afternoon the lady told me I have to only pay $36 ! I told her about what I heard from the staff this afternoon but she didn't apologise for lack of product knowledge or anything. She just went on saying in order to use the functions, I will need to pay $60+ /month. I said thank you and left the shop.

Fuck you. Fuck all the different information I obtained from various sources and people. Fuck the service. Not everyone is cut out to work in the service industry and you people are part of the pack. I would be very please to send a complain letter but I think writing on my blog will be a easier outlet for me. At the same time, it reaches my readers too. I doubt those staff even heard of the Iceberg theory.

This is not the first time I encounter such a service. Every single time it really pisses me off but at the same time, these people are the reason why I want to manage my customers really well. Secretly I wishes to do something about Singapore customer service but I think I am too small a role so I will just start with myself first. And when I do well, I wish my friends will be inspired to do well too and together we will kick the butts of those assholes who do a bad job for customer relationship.

Anger aside, 小鬼 is coming to Singapore at September! :D I couldn't sleep last night after I read the news hehe Shan't write much about it. This happy occasion should not be mixed with my complain above.

2010-07-16T23:14:00.004+08:00

ME LIKE &WANT! As in both the person and the ~~person~~ tee. heeheehee

Yesterday on my way home from school I saw this guy wearing a AES shirt and I literally steal a look at the shirt with every chance I have got. I don't know if I did it too obviously =/ But it was the first time I see AES so pardon my excitement thank you.

I had 3UTs straight this week and I survived it well enough. I slept by midnight those days. And I studied on the day itself for the 2nd UT which was Management Accounting. I was really disappointed to get a D+ for the first test and it was not motivational to me. Suck balls.

Today I told myself I should listen to class more. Suddenly it dawned on me that actually many facilitators could be somewhere else earning big bucks and enjoy the status yet they decide to facilitate students instead. Mind you, in their company they could be commanding people to do work but in RP, they have to talk with about 3/4 of the class not listening. And the things that they say could be really valuable as it comes from knowledge; something not taught in textbooks. For this, I think I should give a little more respect to them.

They say I look petite. I wish I am a little bit more skinnier I wish I am a little bit more taller I wish I have got the perfect smile I wish I look a bit more prettier I wish I have a little more boobs I wish I have better hair I wish I am a little less lazy I wish I have a little bit more money. But fuck, whatever, I am not too bad right now either (confidence boost).

2010-07-12T20:13:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was the third time I watched a complete soccer game. Yesterday was the first time I realised why people watch soccer. In the past I often associate the word soccer with boring. I don't understand why people like to watch soccer and then falling asleep at the middle of it. Unlike a basketball match, the game is at least 90 minutes long and the score is so so low. Where is the fun of it!

I am an amateur at soccer but I thought the finals last night was a good game. Spain seems to have the upper-hand in terms of skills and tactic but Holland show no sign of fear (although their defence seems too laid back). Oh please don't quote me, I AM NEW TO SOCCER AND I JUST WANT TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS. And is every match like this - both teams had trouble getting the ball into the goalpost. Spain kicks so high, Holland keep ramming the ball into the opponent.

To most people, the best part of the game was probably when the score finally turns 0-1. To some people, the best part might be when the referee finally issue a red card. To me, the most beautiful part of the game last night was when the players of the different country fell down but picked each other up right after that. Isn't sportsmanship one of the main objective of sports? :)

And Spain boys are good looking. Is it too late to realise that ?! I have heard people saying that Spain is populated by good looking people but never believed it until yesterday. hehehe

Actually I supported Holland last night.

Yesterday was also the first time I stepped into Turf Club. I was called in to work last minute by Randy and it was rather a cool experience. Having to hear all the uncle yelling at the screen, seeing people dressing like prom night at the VIP area and.. being scammed. Yes, I felt damn cheated and it makes me realise that I am not street smart. Eew.

AND THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY POST.

I skipped school today and went town instead. Went to Kinokuniya and bought 赤鬼流! Yes yes I was very sexcited and I almost had orgasm when I saw the book. (L) to Kino because they actually sell the pre-order 赤鬼流!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPINESS xInfinity

(Anyway I'm a little confused. Apparently there is two different versions but I don't know what's mine. I suppose it is the pre-order version because that's what the package says.)

It took a ton of strength to stop myself from raping the packaging open and drool all over the book and study instead. Went to Coffee Bean for a nice cup of coffee and studied for about 2 hours before I desperately need to pee. That is like the #01 hate to go out alone because you have to pack everything when you want to leave the space.

AND THE BRIGHTER HIGHLIGHT OF MY POST.

Reasons why I almost had orgasm & HAPPINESS xInfinity:

赤鬼流 is the third book produced by 小鬼 but is the first book to be fully filled with his drawings! When I purchased 鬼怒穿 (2nd book), I was kind of disappointed that there was so little of his drawings. It is not that I don't want to see his photos in it but I just thought his drawings should had taken up a bigger percentage of the book. AND I THINK HE HAD THE EXACT SAME THOUGHTS TOO HEHEHEHEHE
The photos included in the pre-order package is to die for. MORE HANDSOME THAN SPAIN BOYS.
At this point of time, I have not exactly open and analyse each and every page of the book but I am already at cloud 9. Because having the pre-order version means I HAVE A PAGE OF HIS HANDWRITTEN NOTE (then printed) IN THE BOOK. It was the first thing I looked for when I opened the book just now. THE EXTENT OF MY HAPPINESS IS THAT I HOPPED OUT OF MY ROOM AND SHOWED MY MUM THE NOTE AND THEN HOPPED BACK INTO MY ROOM.
The note was left on the page about polar bear. His love is 感动的!
For this book, he spent many nights rushing and his dark circles are so obvious on his programs. :( He also skipped dinner for 3 months because he wants to look good in his photo shoot. Getting the book does not mean I approve his behaviour but I want him to know that I really appreciate his effort. And I know many of his other fans appreciate it very much too! BUT STOP YOUR DIET AND SLEEP MORE PLEASE.

Very Very Happy Girl Indeed. :)

2010-07-06T22:04:00.006+08:00

That was me on the second night of Ignite 2010. I have purple hairspray on my hair, a air brush tattoo on my right hand, many light sticks on my left with our unprofitable product, a sticker on my left thigh, my tag on the right and a pair of really muddy shoes that I thrown away after the event. Oh yes, it was kind of smart of me to wear my worn shoes there. Finally had the heart to throw it away.

For both days it had been raining and the crowd was not obvious until late Saturday. The ground of really muddy and I almost slipped many times. The whole place, especially the toilet, was filled with mud-inked shoe prints and hint of grass. Poor grass.

A clearer picture of my hair and Jackie Chan nose and slightly anorexic looking chest HAHAHAHA this is like a combo man. I wanted to spray my hair pink but they haven't got any of those left so I chose purple instead.

To keep ourselves entertained, we played bubbles from day to night (Y)

i got nerd hair I really need to do something about it!

See, the place is practically empty. Other than the overexposed cotton candy container, I thought the picture above looks really nice. I TOOK IT. I wanted to loan a DSLR but failed :( This is taken by normal camera and it turned out really nice. Probably the best photo I ever took heh

Despite the crowd in late Saturday, sales was really bad. Shaun and gang end up surrounding people - I noticed they surround girls particularly - and making them buy before letting them off. I was caught once with Syikin but I managed to run away but had to buy from them to save Syikin. As I keep change and take my bag of twisties, I took the other two bag they had and tried to run away hahahaha But Syikin never run! End up give them back. Fail.

Anyway we had like bags of cotton candy left at the end of the event and we tried selling it in school today. I heard the sales was much better. !@$&*((*&^%$#@ You know I got scammed lor! Some people saw how desperate I was trying to sell the cotton candy on Saturday night when the event end, they bargain for $1.50 for 4 cotton candy. =/ I was reluctant but gave in anyway but I think they are really mean people. Like I no backbone sia nb

It is about 2230 now and I feel like I need to sleep already. Still feeling fatigue from the Ignite and I have many busy days coming right up. Need Moar Sleep. & I want to watch movies !!!

And also, just 5 more weeks of school before attachment, which almost means no more school for me.

2010-07-01T22:00:00.006+08:00

I miss my blond hair oh my

I spent a week at Marina Bay Sands for their grand opening. Everyday we had to wear big red coats which look oversize for many of us. hehe But I think because of this one week, I managed to bond and make some friends. Although it was standing around for hours, I think at the end of the day it was quite worthwhile. Especially the feeling I get when I managed to help people hehe I slightly aspire to be a concierge. Y'know every time someone asks me for directions but I don't know my heart sinks (N)

Anyway after a whole week at MBS, I already forgot how it is like to be in school haha That whole week was definitely more enjoyable than studying! And their rojak is nice. Someday I shall relax around the coffee bean area. Probably it is the only place I can afford there. & I did not go to the Sky Park! Don't know what I missed out but I don't feel bad about it except that I could had gone there for free but missed that chance.

Also I gave up on having my attachment overseas because of different reasons. Well at least I gave it a try although I could had tried closer countries. And it means I would be stuck in Singapore haha Oh well, there are two sides to a coin. Since I am going to stay here Singapore, I think I will get a Blackberry when my current line expires. The battery life of my viewty is cui to the max. And I would want to change the BB to hot pink / red casing. They say its bimbo but I don't careeee wahahaha

Lastly, check this out - Real Time World Statistics. It is kind of scary actually, seeing how fast the numbers changes. I don't believe in the 2012 theory but I believe the world would come to an end. If we all continue being such asshole with the way we uses our resources, muahahahahah.

Ok I lied, that was not the last thing I want to blog about. Randy just told me to design a flier for our IGNITE booth. With only black & white and a creative brain, I came up with this:

I thought this was fucking amazing.

Then he tell me there is no need for it anymore. !@#$%&(*&^%$# Just when I thought of something so brilliant!

I really think it is good wahlao never mind. Any advertising company want to hire me? :D

2010-06-23T22:41:00.003+08:00

nb my facilitator gave me a C because she thinks I copied my work. I hate being accused. ultimate hate.

And when I ask people how come they seems rather sad lately judging from the way they blog or update their facebook status they would reply "huh you will read one meh" knn heart break into a million pieces. i thought my friends all know how much i like to gossip so naturally i keep myself updated from different sources. okay take away the gossip part sound so insincere but honestly even if we do not share secrets or talk about our own life i hope you all are happy and if you need a listening ear i would try!

Submitted my choices for IIP (attachment). Universal Studios just accept me already!!!! That time I tried to apply for part time job but you guys had enough :( and why is it still up in your career page. or you all bluff me. that's beside the point. My second choice is one of the bravest decision I had made I think? I have my share of excitement and fear but I pen it down anyway. I just hope I don't get bastard - second choice being put as the priority instead of the first one. Don't phua chao (i don't know if this is the correct way of using that word)!

i had a bad dream i think it was yesterday. i haven't felt heartache for such a long time already. hahaha

2010-06-15T22:43:00.007+08:00

My head looks like a mushroom now.

If you were given a great opportunity for something that follows you for life, would you take it up? Even if it means that it isn't something you wanted? The whole course would take up a year. A year of experience. A year of something you didn't want.. I cannot make up my mind. :[ & I got signed up for a second one involuntarily, kind of sucked.

For lessons yesterday we were required to sell a product to people. At the same time it gives me a chance to see how people react. This is the first time I got rejected so many times within a few hours anyway. I was wondering how would those people react if I asked for their number instead. Damn. My initial strategy was to approach and sell to handsome boys but then I forgot that is very scarce in RP. Anyway, a big thank you to all whom made purchase yesterday :)

I skipped school today because it was raining heavily and it was a wonderful weather to sleep in hehehe Now I have got this cold and headache please go away tomorrow.

Watched Hachiko (2009) last night and I think this dog breed is by far the most beautiful I had ever seen. Yeah I'm like an elephant afraid of a mice when I see a dog but this dog breed just attracts me ma.

That day I came home and I saw xiaogui's poster on my desk. :D The feeling of seeing him the moment I step into my room is WHOA. hehehehe Goodnight!

2010-05-28T22:30:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOSHWHATTHEFUCKAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i don't know what exactly just happened, but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
someone enlighten me.

on a side note, you know how heavily pest invested msn is these days. so there was this person who wanted to webcam and i said i was not interested. that person says it's okay, probably i am still a virgin. I replied I'm a nun. God bless you.

on the other side note, i am going to cut my hair! yes after all this month where i refrained myself from heading to the salon, suffering heat stroke almost every day due to the friendly weather and even showed off my forehead during training (<- not very proud of it.) and now i am going to cut it off due to IIP. very likely will i end up in a hotel for attachment and the idea of having to bun my hair is not something i look forward to. so yeah, new hair cut. i am half excited because i am going to try something newwwww (Y) i hope it looks good on me.

(actually when i think of it, i feel like i just don't belong in a hotel do i?)

omgwtfahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-05-25T15:43:00.003+08:00

2010-05-20T23:35:00.004+08:00

I had field trips for two days straight! Feels so good to leave the campus for something different. Our class went to the Association for People with Special Needs, known as the APSN, yesterday and it was a exposure for many of us. We went on a little tour and I believe all of us learnt something from them. :) Today we went to Marina Barrage; my virgin trip. We tour around the places with some other primary schools and secondary schools -.- Kind of cool, nevertheless.

Whether if it was when I was at the different places or in the bus, I kind of wish I had a camera with me where I could snap down the places and people. Actually Singapore isn't that boring, there is just a lot of places you had never explored. Or rather, you just don't take interest in it.

Anyway, I am interested in photography but I had never taken it seriously. Lately, I am starting to have this fascination on fish-eye because of a video on youtube. Can't remember what but the whole video was like taken from a fish-eye and I just think it look damn awesome. Well of course I know not every picture taken would be so awesome looking.

Every time I see a awesome picture, I just wish I am as awesome to be able to do such a thing. See how I keep using the awesome word? It is that awesome what!

Even the camera also so cute!

I am planning to buy my very own camera by this year :D I don't know how to start on it though. Should I start small and invest on something for the beginners and then slowly make my way up or just throw in all of my assets and experience from there? Also there are so many types of camera available now like fish-eye, polaroid, DSLR and so on. I am so spoilt for choice I don't even know where to start.

Some random pictures.. so any suggestions?

2010-05-06T20:32:00.003+08:00

When people praise me for something I knew I had never did well in my life, I feel kind of weird. Like when there was this someone who praised me (sincerely) to have great drawing skill, it felt totally like bullshit. Thank you for your compliment but I know where I stand. But you might want to look at this before praising me again.

This was drawn for today's presentation. By yours truly. My facilitator calls it a kindergarten work - the kindergarten bird, the kindergarten 4-looped cloud and the rest needs further elaboration before it was understood for what it is. Anyway, I used Windows7 Paint to get this work of art. I was amazed with all the different pen I can use! Siolz cool.

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Strategic thinking; doesn't seems much. Kind of stupid to even have a module to teach us how to think. People laugh at us for taking this module. I think you have to go through it to truly appreciate it. This is probably my top favourite module in my whole 3 years in RP. The module, or maybe the facilitator, triggers me to think. To think about the things I had done, the things I want to do and what I want to achieve. Suddenly I just want to be clearer with all the things I do and plan it out. I gain something new every lessons yay I just hope UT would not be hard. I don't even know how they are going to grade our UTs.

For today, we were given examples about thinking of alternatives. Like the story about The billion-dollar pen that can be used in space without having the ink flow interrupted. It was a million-dollar product.

At the same time, the Russians were facing the same problem. They Just Use A Pencil Instead. Imagine the number of of pencils that can bought using the same million dollar? hehehehe

However, I just did some search online and found that the news may not be true after all. wtf? Nevertheless, it was fun.

We also learnt a interesting history about The Operation Chastise. Go read on it because it is really interesting. In summary, UK wants to bomb Germany dam but failed with the use of normal bomb or torpedo. So they came up with this 'bouncing bomb' concept where the bomb would skip on the water to cross the net and hit the damn with a impact huge enough to bring it down. Very cool.

Then we were shown the usual IQ questions and for the first time after seeing it for so many times, I managed to realise what was wrong with the shown paragraph woohoo I do have some general knowledge after all.

I finally believe I do use my brain. Maybe that is why I don't feel entirely well these days. Over exerting on my brain.

2010-04-29T22:08:00.003+08:00

[五月天；纯真]

你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这么做

whoa to the impact of the song when it was raining and windy.

黄鸿升。

2010-04-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

他对我来说是个很有影响力的人。
总觉得我对他的感觉很不切实际。
说他是我的偶像感觉不像。
说他是我的理想对象自己都觉得很离谱是不是太过疯狂。
我傻傻分不清楚我是如何看待他。

我一度以为只有我是这样的爱他，今天我发现我错了。
上了不同的讨论区才知道像我这样的粉丝有很多。
我只是渺小的其中之一。
甚至觉得自己比不上他们感觉有一点惭愧。
但是也是因为他们我更清楚黄鸿升对我来说是什么角色。

Lucas 也是超可爱的！

他是一个大男孩一个永远长不大的男孩。
他拥有着一个纯真的心一个真实的笑容加上深深的酒窝。
他的天分他的用功执著好学的态度打动了我。

经过了风风雨雨他成长了。
而我算是看着他成长吧。
从一个不知名的小人物，
常常被大家取笑不会唱歌不会跳舞，
一直努力的把自己的主持功力加强，
在戏剧上不断地向前辈学习，
让自己的画画天分发扬光大，
开创了他自己的品牌，
到今天的他。
这些我都看在眼里。

这些都是我爱他的原因。
这份爱已经超过对于偶像的爱
因为有时候也心疼他。
尤其当我读那些讨论区读到他的经过
加上自己看到的特别为他感到心酸。
但是他还是带过了。
好勇敢的他。

我很感谢那些粉丝分享了那么多我不知情的事。
也感谢他们和我一样爱着我们的英雄。
如果黄鸿升知道他有像你们这样的粉丝铁定感动。

黄小鬼加油。
还是那句话对自己有信心！

好想去好想去好想去好想去好想去好想去好想去好想去好想去！！！！！ :(
So near yet so far.

2010-04-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

have you ever come across something and then you got the urge to just write somewhere ? i am having that symptoms now, so...

hey there sexy.
if every time i see your smile a star would shine,
i would own more stars than the universe have some time soon.

I'm on the verge of becoming a puddle of water. hehehehehehehehhehehehehee

I almost enter the wrong class today anyway.

2010-04-11T00:10:00.003+08:00

Many times I wonder why people do not understand the things I said. They usually ask for a repeat with a puzzled face. Was I saying something wrong? Or did I say something too intelligent to be understood? Do I say things in an alien way? I asked people about it but I never got an answer to it. Finally today Esther told me that I TALKED TOO FAST. How come no one ever told me about it?! I admit there are times when I tried talkingawholelotofchunkwithinabreathe but I never realise I was doing it so often.

so that was the problem. No wonder during presentation I could always finish within three minutes..

Now I got to the root of the problem , I will try to talk slower the next time . I think I talk like I type . Maybe that was why xiao gui 'huh'-ed me , not because the sound system was loud .

Today was eventful . I got my time table . I waited for about an hour for my agio olio . I also complained about the service of the IT helpdesk. Why is it that every time I go to them , I would need a nice staff and a shitty staff ?

Very tiring leh . To both talk slowly and type with two spaces in between .

2010-03-14T00:10:00.009+08:00

这是我第一次追星.

I was in the queue together with Jasline & Jingwen. Thank god I was with them because they are like experience lah. I gave up bringing useful things because 'i wanted to look nice' & I learnt a lesson from there - Don't be stupid.

The autograph session starts at 7pm but we were already there before 1pm. We aren't the earliest since there are people who started queueing the night before. Made friends with the girls next to us and had lunch under the shelter. When the new friends went off for a walk, it started raining. Heavily. Initially I wanted to bring an umbrella along but I was thinking that we won't be so suay one right.

wrong.

Shared umbrella with Jingwen (thank you!) but my back was all wet. Then my shorts got wet too. After some time we all decided to squeeze into the tent built for the autograph session. When the rain was over, the queue line was in a mess. Basically there wasn't any queue line left because everyone simply squeezed into the tent and when we get out of the tent, people who came later continue staying in the tent implying that that was their spot. Took some time before we sort things out but I got back my space still. Yes it was an excellent spot hehe LOOK AT THE PICTURES LATER.

It was pretty uncomfortable actually. Imagine being under the sun and perspiring then it started to rain and you get drenched. However this wasn't enough to dampen my mood. How can something like the sun and rain cease my excitement to see him ?!

For the rest of the time I spent trying to sleep and messaging Jasmine. Jasmine came and was sitting by the side, alone. Thank you! Later they started to sell the limited 改版 version. By then the queue had got longer & more people are starting to crowd around. I already bought an album earlier that day and kind of regret -.- Because the $19 one was so much prettier than the one I got ($22). I thought $22 then more things ma! But I should had saved the money to get the 改版 one :( 'cause the packaging was freaking pretty i like and there are more stuff in it, although it means it costs more too. nehmind they all contain something my love had done hehe

fucking in love with him how. i already see him as my ideal partner.

Throughout the whole time I was feeling fucking sexcited counting down. From the time I reached to the time they set up the equipments, selling the albums, the dj coming up on stage to entertain us. However I didn't had it all written on my face la. I think I was rather composed haha

BUT THEN, WHEN ITS FINALLY THE TIME WHEN XIAOGUI WAS REACHING, I STARTED CLIMBING ONTO THE BARRICADE LIKE SOME CRAZY FAN tak glam siol

BUT THEN IT ALL WORTHWHILE FROM THE SECOND I MANAGE TO CATCH A GLIMPSE OF HIM JUST BEFORE HE GOT ONTO THE STAGE. ALTHOUGH THE GLIMPSE WAS ONLY HIS HAIR.

He had more baby fats on his cheek than I expected actually. But other than that, he was just like I thought he would be. I was kind of glad he wore that 打歌服 because of the humid weather here. At least when he wear that he won't feel so hot ma right.

I took couple of shots & videos but some of which was blur :( DAMN SAD I GOT ONE DAMN NICE PHOTO OF HIM SMILING & ONE VIDEO OF HIM SINGING BUT BLUR ONE knn I think some of it came out blur because when I was taking the photos, my hands were trembling. SERIOUSLY TREMBLING.

He sang a total of 4 songs, namely 玩具枪与玫瑰, 不屑, 搞砸了 & 地球上最浪漫的一首歌. His live not bad one hor! & I bet he feels real good when his fans sang along with him WOOHOO i did. & for the last song I had Jasmine to record for me because I want to concentrate on him singing on concentrate on recording hehe

Then he started throwing posters to us. I seriously think he aim at us liao and Jasline got it but I 手痒痒 try to grab it too THEN IT DROP TO THE ROW INFORNT OF US :( :( :( :( :( nbcb

Oh, & credit to the host making it even more enjoyable. He was good except the part where the fan gave xiaogui the guitar and he did not hand her the mic. Instead, xiaogui did it. See, professional host. :D

Then the autograph session started. FUCKING SEXCITED TTM LAH IM LIKE GOING TO BE STANDING RIGHT INFRONT OF HIM
Finally, our turn.
Jasline & Jasmine got the albums signed and shook hands with him and said jiayou to him.
He smiled and said xiexie.
Then it was my turn.
While he signed my album,
I told him to have more confidence with himself.
But at the same time the host talked so he couldn't hear me.
After he signed my album,
he smiled
we held hand (< I LIKE TO THINK IT THIS WAY WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA)
he asked me to repeat what I said
so I repeated
& he said thankyou.

FUCK MAD I LIKE HELD HIS HAND LONGER THAN JASLINE AND JASMINE DID WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AND HE 'HUH' ME WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ONE MORE WORD HAHAHAHAHAHA HIS HAND SO WARM WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I COULD HOLD ON IT FOREVER WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

but then later i realise for my album he never put one 点 like he did for jasline's. & jasline's signature bigger lor. =/

Then Jasmine & I left for Huiqi's party & we listened to his songs all the way from Bugis to Punggol. I couldn't help but miss him throughout the night laaaaaaaa Power of love during blackjack! hehe & I miss him liaozxzxzxzx damn tempted to send him off omgomgomgomg I never went after an idol like this before. I don't even consider myself looking at him as my idol, but more of someone I admire. Either way, I WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN. Doing this all over for him again? Definitely. If there is a way for this whole procedure to happen again and again for everyday, I will do it. hehehehe

For the whole of today I tried looking for 晚报 since they will definitely write a report about the autograph session since they were one of the sponsors. & so I managed to get a copy at NTUC. I'm so glad he stated he enjoyed himself here in Singapore!

"新加坡歌迷是我看过最热情的歌迷了"

2010-03-12T10:23:00.001+08:00

好开心好开心好开心
我要去见小鬼了
:D

fuck yeah melbourne II

2010-03-01T22:34:00.007+08:00

...
We also visited Kevin McCarthy Winery and he talked to us about the different types of wines and grapes and so on.... to be honest, I wasn't listening attentively. I was very distracted by the sized XL cat

a koala bear awwwww i want to hug one !

the big ass cat

yvonne, mr kevin & our bus driver

their vineyard

While he talks, those who were afraid of cats just kept walking around to avoid it. I WAS NOT THE ONLY ONE. I tried to be less afraid because garfield look alike doesn't seems scary but every time he comes near I squeeze lynette's arm. I realise I don't really like wine too.

That night, shakila & i went around the hotel for a walk but hadn't got the courage to wander far. I was afraid that we would be robbed or kidnapped while she was afraid we would lost our way. I wasn't sure which is more stupid hehe anyway the train station across the hotel was huge i thought. Way more lanes than what Singapore has but I think they pretty much uses the same system as we do? Something like our ez link card.

We went back to the hotel & I tried my 2nd attempt of popping corn since I failed at the first because I opened the packet. This time I did everything right but many didn't pop still. I think it's the temperature of the oven lor tmd. That was the night where more people gathered in our rooms & the phone kept ranging. We played blackjack & I lost about S$11 as the banker -.- Damn lousy. But the frozen strawberry was kind of awesome hehe

21 Feb 2010

We drove out of Melbourne & I saw a lot of cows and sheep and horses! We went to Churchill Island first where it was like a mini farm and we did different activities. I milked a cow for the second time I think quite fun leh. He also made shapes out of iron (I forgot what this activity is called) and then we watched sheep shearing! When the guy got a sheep out of the fences , the one inside starts BAA-ing & the one outside actually replied! I was seriously amazed by it but it scare the shit out of me when the one inside jumped out of the fence when the guy started to shear -_- I scared it attack me ma ! knn The sheep were like so afraid how would I know if it goes mad and starts attacking people..

I also learn that wool are rather fire resistance so if you were to get caught in a fire, run to where the sheep are.

Watching the sheep dog chasing animals here and there was the last activity before we got some free time to wander around & had our lunch and to the chocolate factory.

penguins and grass and sand are made from chocolate. poor fred.
This is one of the awesome thing in the chocolate factory! Visitors are given 5 seconds to create their own design with chocolate. Because it was 5 short seconds, I was scared to do it hahahaha like become kanchiong only lor. But now, thinking back, I should had just played with it and do a shit shape then I had nothing to worry about.

There was another machine that allows us to make our own chocolate. I hadn't eat it yet though it's still in my fridge. I splurged a little while purchasing the chocolate. hehe

the fucking tourist face again

We had a little tour around the penguin parade and it was awesome! The organisation built houses for the penguins & we saw some of the penguins peeping out from their houses or staying under the bridge to keep away from the sun. DAMN ADORABLE I MISS MY HAPPYFEET TOY SO MUCH THEN.

plants planted for the penguins. the houses can't really be seen

spot the penguin!

beach with XL seaweeds.

a wallaby!

We went to the Noobies for dinner and had a little tour around the place. Fucking regret I didn't bring my camera along because the scenery was b to the e to the autifulllllllllllll :( The temperature then started dropping and the cold wind blow and I was like running up and down to keep myself warm. THE PLACE REALLY VERY PRETTY I WANT TO GO AGAIN. We saw the Nobbies Island but what was really impressive was when we headed into the centre and we get to view what is on the Island - seals! & I mean thousands of seals perhaps? They stopped people from going to the island and so they installed cameras on the island so we still can see the seals.

That night we get to watch the penguins coming back from the sea after sunset. The cold got worse and I was practically shivering under the sweater. As the penguins come up on shore batch by batch, I enjoyed watching them so much I forgot about the cold. We get to see them up close by the bridge & damn cute can! Too bad we had to leave early :( Did I mention the sky was beautiful too? Like a blanket of stars above us. :)

22nd Feb 2010

After our last breakfast in the hotel, we tour about the hotel a little bit. Frankly speaking, I was disappointed by our speakers. But I soon forgot about it when we got to DFO factory outlet for shopping. I shopped about alone & I went on a splurge yay spent about AUS$100. Not guilty because I hadn't shopped for my new year yet but I banned myself from shopping for the month, which is like over because it's March now hehehe no la.. abit longer la.

Watched Mr Bean & The Simpson's on board and a movie which I forgot.. & I was back in Singapore!! No more awesome weather nb Singapore hot like fuck these days -.-

fuck yeah melbourne I

2010-02-26T01:52:00.017+08:00

I finally found some good quality time to spend with my laptop today! I failed at going out today because I chose to watch youtube instead because I have been missing so much. I'm not even close to finishing. &i spent some time on korean shows. Now, I can almost hear people screaming WELCOME TO THE CLUB but no. hehe at least I don't think so.

And also, I am having a hard time deciding who is cuter

I secretly think Yoogeun is cuter but maybe because he is younger. I wish my son gets this cute regardless adopted or blood related hehehe I think this one cutest (drum roll):

IRRESISTIBLE THANKYOU.
so fashionable, i was into high waist then.

Fuck yeah Melbourne trip was awesome. So awesome I don't even want to come back. It was sunny throughout the days but the breeze made the weather more tolerable. In fact I like the way it is. It's like Singapore in addition to Genting that kind of feeling.

I packed my luagguage less than 6 hours prior to the flight because I only came home in the morning. My aunt's family was flying off at Changi Airport in the morning so my uncle drove us out from Malaysia. Most of them didn't slept and played cards throughout the night. Like one of the rare moments I get to see this. I slept awhile though because I know I won't have enough sleep for the next day or two. Took a ride with Lynette and I think she was glad she did because I reminded her about passport. We ate popeye before my virgin plane ride.

Yay I got the window seat so lucky. It was slightly drizzling then and when the plane prepare for take off, I could see the droplets being swept away from the wing & as it being to fly.. that's when I think I like plane rides. I planned on sleeping actually but failed because the chair wasn't exactly comfortable. It was a night of movie & music. I watched where the wild things are(2009) & part of time traveller's wife(2009). As I was preparing to go to sleep, I tried all different kind of music genre; hiphop, jazz, blues, musical, natural, yadda yadda but I failed. -.- Jay Sean & Pixie Lott album were good though.

As the natural light sets in, I begin to be able to see the ground. The world seems so beautifully crafted up above! I'm feeling interest in geography again.

18 Feb 2010

After settling down in Melbourne with our luggage, we started the tour straight away. I was specially amazed by the bus driver! He greeted us, make sure all the air conditioning was working properly and talked to us about Melbourne! It was so professional and different from Singapore. However, we don't seem to appreciate that very much as we all got too distracted to listen to him. I tried to listen but failed sometimes =/ I sat alone in the bus most of the time right next to the right window so I could listen to him talk about the history and buildings but he keep talking about the ones on the left.

We got to the Queen Victoria Market first and was given a tour around it. First time seeing kangaroo and crocodile meat. First time seeing so many cheese on display. First time seeing so many bread freshly baked. Was given some samples and I wish Singapore sells more variety of food too. The market also sells lots of XL stuff, like fruits. They even sell wine!

We went to the Royal Botanic Garden for some aboriginal heritage walk. I learnt about another plant that could be eaten hehe & also we all hugged a tree! The tree was huge and it felt really cold hugging it.

Then we finally checked into the Quality Hotel Batman's Hill on Collins. It sound so damn interesting... but I was disappointed. haha it was nothing next to what I imagined. Oh the toilet have got no locks hehe we had dinner & breakfast at the restaurant & i hearts the breakfast mainly because of the scramble egg. A thousand times better than Mac's. During dinnertime, I had a great view looking through the glass window from the top. I also played the 喜怒哀乐 game with them hehe like fun only but peishan damn fail, we have to keep retaking the shots!

Wanted to venture outside but was too tired to do so. We all went to by at about 10.30 that night, which was about 7.30 in Singapore. The next day we visited a supermarket and two universities. Um not really interested in elaborating but the next place we went was so beautiful & dreamy.

St Patricks’ Cathedral

From far you could already see this castle-like and be attracted to it. Managed to go inside for a little while and it looks so grand and breathtaking. I want to go Barcelona (meteor garden II) church!!!

During the 2nd & 3rd night we became more active. Our apartment was filled with people eating drinking & gambling. Phone calls keep coming in and the doorbell kept ranging. Almost wanted to hire a doorman.

I kind of took charge of the kitchen because I had the urge of doing so. Boiled water, making ice in a brilliant way, cooking the mee.. but I failed miserably with the popcorn making :( ew
You have no idea how happy I was to see Krispy Kreme right next to the hotel. Just as happy as winning my first mahjong game (see picture next)

20 Feb 2010

Went to Sunny Ridge Strawberry Farm the next morning. We managed to pluck our own strawberries! Like fun only you know.

They basically had rows and rows of strawberries there waiting to be pluck. Boxes are sold at the counter for tourists. My picture confirm look like tourist HAHAHAHAHAHA LAUGH ALL YOU WANT BECAUSE WHEN I SEE THE PICTURE I FEEL LIKE LAUGHING TOO

Had lunch at Lavender garden & also a little tour around the place. They had got mazes but I hadn't got a chance to play damnit :( As you can guess, the place is actually filled with lavender. The souvenir shop sells lots of item made from lavender and I bought the rock candy for it. & I think whoever I offered it to don't like it.

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I shall continue some other time SOON because I am going to sleep because I am hungry. BYE :D

2010-02-12T04:24:00.005+08:00

Fuck yeah Cam Gigandet I WANNA MAKE LOVE RIGHT NOW NANA like one of the hottest star around with a serious baby hahahaha that baby seriously give that face for every picture I had seen.

Fuck yeah UTs over. I had 8.30am UTs for 3 straight days and the first thing I did after that was coming home to sleep. I think the lack of sleep is acting on me now. Flu & Sore throat, ew. I had my virgin bar trip at Eskibar today. Freaking coooooooooool, with a D. I met cute people today anyway hehehehe MORE OF THIS, MOAR !!!

Fuck yeah Feb's pretty much planned out it's going to be lots of fun although chinese new year is going to be damn short. I doubt I would update anymore for this month but I promise a photoful post the next month!

Fuck yeah I am going to bed now and off to shopping tomorrow. I hope I am not itching now because I bathed after taking alcohol. I tried so many mix today. Drink & not drunk. Let's have more fun next time round (:

2010-01-25T20:58:00.004+08:00

I THINK THIS IS LIKE LATE BUT STILL GONG XI RP GIRLS FOR CLENCHING THIRD IN IVP !!!!! Made history isn't it hahaha The new cheer is definitely addictive I'm using it everywhere I go.

The next day I skipped school. Mum said something like was it because I was too tired from the game last night... ... I wished my mum had realise that for the past few days, my jersey and shorts have always been dry. It's hard not to doubt myself despite all the words people tell me. I know how honesty hurts sometimes.

Today I ordered a couple of drinks at kf and that aunty could not get my orders so I repeated my order slowly, making sure she get it right. Later the cashier say I should have done my ordering promptly instead of being so slow. DAMNFUCKknn I couldn't remember the last time I got so rude but I went straight saying she was the one who could not get my orders.

No, the last time I got rude was on last Monday. Where I used the precise word I was taught to use with a smile (<- they say its the industry standard yo) and it came up rather sarcastic. But then again, I didn't know it would come up like that, so it shouldn't be consider rude after all.

whatever, "learning with a difference"(from the rest of the school).

Felicia asked if I have got any New Year resolution because I have got the face that says I do have resolution because I seems to be pretty organised. HEHEHEHE Honestly I don't believe in resolutions. I don't quite believe that people actually keep to it. But then I came up with a few things for myself and I'm not sure to call it resolution or things I want to do before I am no longer a teenager OMGWTF WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING I am hitting the digit two at the front soon.

OK BYE I SHOULD GO FIGURE OUT MY LIFE.

2010-01-15T00:32:00.004+08:00

Currently it feels like there is something stuck in my mouth my throat.. somewhere i don't know what the place is called. it makes swallowing weird and breathing hard sometimes. i also have got sticky mucus now. zzz it have been one week already. i hope my nose stop having road blocks and the weird feeling in my mouth my throat will go away.

(read previous post) I bet you never knew that the song You are my sunshine contains more than a verse. I bet you never thought the song could sound so sad actually.

I freaking want this !!!!!!!!!!!! I have been looking for it for some quite time now. That vest or blazer or whatever that is called. wo xi huan xi huan hen xi huan. Tell me what exactly that piece of thing is call. Tell me where do they sell that ke yi ma please please please. < i really want to own one of it.

Celebrated Mingmin's birthday last friday. It was really awesome. I never had sakae buffet with so many people before and because there are people who are new to the buffet, really funny things happened. Like... I forgot HAHAHA Then we took neoprints like oLd sKooL oNliEx wahlao trying to squeeze into the picture with so many people like !#$%^& why don't have a bigger inbuilt camera but it was quite fun 'cause I haven't took neoprints for a nong nong time and they played the virtual roller coaster like thing. I want to play the real real thing !

After that we went to our usual sit down place while some of them went to get the cake and the sunflower. I almost (or I already did) spoil the surprise when I tried to talk to ahkim with my eyes and mingmin just turn around and look at me omgwtf i pretend i had a aching back and kept complaining about it -.- damn lousy but that was the only thing i could thought of! Nevertheless I believe she really had a good time :)

But why ah. Have you noticed how in group pictures people at the front naturally bend down when the camera can actually capture everyone full bodied.

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There are a few things I was actually looking forward for:

1) safari zoo run. it costs $38 for the 6.8km but the thing is you can get free admission to the zoo from 1pm onwards and you get free goody bag ! i thought the price was rather worthy. i would really like to go since i have been wanting to go to the zoo for quite sometime already but it's on a saturday. zzzzzzz

2) boys like girls concert. i really really like their songs ever since Thunder.. so why not ? it would be a great exposure for me as well since i had never been to a concert before. but but..iwywwwm aiya its complicated haha but who knows i might end up going

3) XIAOGUI COMING TO SINGAPORE. i saw it on a forum but i haven't seen a confirmation anywhere yet but fuck yeah i'm seeing him if he comes. i hope pray to every one in the sky that UT3 will not fall on that day and nothing goes wrong so i can happily happily go see him aww just the thought it enough to make me excited ^^

I can see how jiak sai my english standard is now. I should read a few books during the upcoming holiday. Oh check out MLIA & tumblr okay. I am addicted to the sites. I really laugh when I read MLIA sometimes, like laughing alone in my room after i switched off the lights with my sister asleep by the side. I think she might cry if she wakes up to the scene.

class at 0830 tomorrow zzzz goodnight!

2010-01-13T14:59:00.001+08:00

the other night dear as i lay sleeping
i dreamt i held you in my arms
when i awoke dear i was mistaken
so i hung my head and i cry

2009-12-27T01:36:00.006+08:00

Dear Santa,

Merry Christmas to you! I know I'm kind of late but I hope you see this anyway. There is something I would like to ask from you. This is not part of your expertise. And you may not like it.

I hope that people would stop cancelling dates at the very last minute. I am not a unreasonable bitch, Santa, if they had a good reason to then I am fine with it. Instead, they added bullshit. This is bad. They ruin other people's day. This is why people create groups on facebook like

For this season I had, too, cancelled on dates but it was as soon as I realise I could not make it due to other commitments I had. If I did not felt like going in the first place, I would had say no.

For the first time I was so excited about my holiday. I had it all written down. Going out with different friends doing different things. Now that piece of paper is filled with strike outs.

You must think I am a whiner. Well, you're right, I am one. I really need to get this matter out of my chest. I do feel better now. I don't know how you are going to grant this wish of mine actually.. but it's okay. I appreciate you reading through this.

I have been thinking about people who asks question. Are they really asking a question or are they just saying something that ends with a question mark but in actual fact they aren't expecting an answer / they already have an answer in the heart but did not voice it out ? .... if you understand what am I talking about.

Oh I had a dream last night. About vampires. And I was one of them. It was awesome.

Thank you for your time Santa. :)

From whine_gurlz^90

2009-12-18T00:07:00.005+08:00

It was bad. I could not refrain myself from thinking. I could do with all the talking and laugh along, but I cannot deal with the fact, with what I see right in front of me. I needed a place to vent myself. I wanted to watch a movie and cry along with it. I needed a better reason to convince myself to cry. And so did I drop a few tears, but only at this part of the movie.

UP (2009)

It's a beautiful story. Watch it someday if you hadn't caught it yet.
But it was not enough.

I wanted to eat ice cream. I wanted to drink and get drunk. I wanted to eat a whole box of chocolate. I wanted to play piano in the rain (if i could). I wanted to run in the rain. I wanted to write. I wanted to watch movies and cry. I don't want to talk about it. I tumblr the whole day. I was seeking comfort from tumblr.

I listened to music the whole day. I talked to AI at cleverbot.com. Cleverbot was boring. So I talked to random strangers at omegle.com. Because they won't know a thing and they won't ask. The first stranger left the conversation after we exchanged greetings. The second stranger was nice. We talked about Finland, snow and santa claus. The third stranger wanted to show me his dick. Hm.

I want you happy.

2009-12-10T00:01:00.006+08:00

Hello Jurong.

Hello Minghee hehehhehehehe

With 1 for 1 vouchers, we were so going to swensens the other day !

like that mole.

Yeah we were so cold that we are wearing our jacket but still pushing the ice cream down our stomach. :D

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I finally watched New Moon (2009)! There seems to be so many things missing but the graphics for the werewolves was damn cool. My fetish for vampires never die - vampire edward cullen, handsome carlisle cullen, cute alice cullen yay yay and jacob black whoa his muscles and the fact that he is a werewolf whoa whoa whoa i sound like a bitch but whoa hehehehhehe how to resist.

I could not stop eating the pop corn before the movie started and almost stopped completely when the movie came on hehe I feel like reading the books again ! And I don't understand why thiamjoo says that I'm like Bella. why oh why i also don't have a vampire and werewolf after me :(

Knocks you down

2009-11-21T14:54:00.007+08:00

sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks you down, knocks you down

2009-11-17T23:25:00.003+08:00

I had the most buffet in a month - Sakae, @Turfcity, @Vivo, what else! But I haven't gain much weight but THEY SAY I SEEMS TALLER!! hehehehehehehe puberty is finally hitting me.

Thank you to all who wished me
Thank you for all the presents you guys got for me
Thank you for the tagger bag from Jurong girls
Thank you for the session at Vivo
Thank you for the surprise outside CWP
- thank you sheryl for coming down specially! & jiaxin, though you suck at acting haha
Thank you for meeting me just to pass me the present, thiamjoo
Thank you for the surprise in class
- i know how the grooming check had spoilt your mood but still you guys went ahead with the plan. :) and i really appreciate all the things you guys had done; the big big board and the cake. thank you to lynette and angeline especially!
Thank you for the surprise outside my class (I captured shimin's face when you guys sang the song for her!)
Thank you for the drawing zhimei
Thank you for the first time experience at powerhouse

Dinner at Crystal Jade with my family. Overnight stay at Huiqi's. Went to Powerhouse the next night. And I slept from 7am to about 6 the next day.

(Y) Rinna Koh Likes It.

Check out the rest of the photos on facebook!

2009-11-01T02:18:00.001+08:00

from loveyourchaos

so tell me, what will you remember of me ?

2009-10-24T02:18:00.006+08:00

Today today today I secretly think _ is cute omfg. (of course not the topping the list)
& it was only that moment of time ! haha

woo i had watched some floorball and rugby games over the past week and i feel that contact rugby is coooooooooool seeing all the whacking and banging hehe i like although the part where your shirt or shorts would be pulled / taken off anytime isn't that great. and today's RP vs TP floorball (guys) was an awesome fight ! i was so into the game that for two times they scored i screamed, unconsciously.

i can change phone already yay yay just as my phone is showing signs of aging but i have no idea what phone to change to yet i don't even know if i should get a new laptop instead because the one right now is really chui to the max.

and i cannot go to japan anymore because they are going when school is still on :( i hope i make at least one trip to somewhere at least.. even if it is genting oh i am craving to go to genting although i have no idea why. still, J A P A N ! D:

did i ever mention why i like spending time with zhimei? she is so entertaining with all her not-meant-to-be-jokes hahahaha no, i'm not sharing yet because this way i can blackmail her like i always do :D

source

why risk ?
sigh

Feeling : very inferior.

2009-10-12T23:54:00.005+08:00

i can't get your smile out of my mind
i think about your eyes all the time
you're beautiful but you don't even try

Every morning there would be this _(noun) guy will be pacing up and down that particular block across to mine, as if guarding his 'territory'. Usually I would just pass the place without taking a second glance at him and so far he had done no harm yet. But today i suay suay walk abit slow and he was there first and i couldn't cross because he blocked my path. And for some stupid reason i decide to look at him straight in the face and all i gotten was as though he was threatening to beat me up but i was cool enough to just diao (<- not cool at all) and walk by the other route. He continue following me by walking along the invisible line that marks his territory and yeah my heart almost flipped out. I don't think it was because i was afraid of him beating me up, but because he is _(noun).

The rest of the world just continue with their live just walking pass with stares and no help. Common for Singaporeans ? Pretty much I would say, since I remember reading this article from some newspaper that actually set up a scene of a couple arguing in various locations and most people just pass by as if nothing is happening, while some just crowd into a obvious circle.

Maybe there is something we can do ?

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Look at my pretty nails ! Done by myself okay so proud of it though it is nothing near perfect :D so just in case any facilitator decides to tell me coloured nails is actually not allowed i can just cut them off, which i foresee will happen very soon.. !#$%^&*()

Angel & Mortal game is over ! Fortunately my mortal chose me but those i pretended to be angel (but sincerely nice) to didn't choose me leh. Also right I chose the wrong angel sorry la jiaxin but you really my instinct choice leh it's just that i didn't voice it out haha yingsui la ! but i'm not going to blame her since i tried to mislead her too hehehehe so close to succeeding.

So on my way doing my gift for my mortal, yubing, i came to know that she likes winnie the pooh so i tried to ..

which looks a little awkward but at least it still look like a bear to me. so i went on trying to draw a eeyore and

it turned out fucking hilarious lor. first i drew the mouth out of shape and then the i could not concentrate anymore because then it looks like a stupid chicken. just to complete the picture, i add in the left leg and the rest of the body part just ended up looking like sotong. zzzzzzzz just when i thought i am becoming more artistic.

D

2009-10-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

the good -

picnic at west coast park.
enough food, drinks and ice to last the whole session.
playing twister and trying to make jiaxin lose.
able to put up the kite without any help.
getting tan.
laughing a lot.
a kite made of plastic bag with yingsui trying to make it fly higher by hitting it repeatedly with her wand.
on the forth book of twilight.
getting a mickey ghost with purple ears which is super adorable.

the bad -

cheated throughout playing twister because i was practically lying down on the mat.
getting the kite stuck on the tree and getting help from shimin shirley jiaxin to get it down.
getting super uneven toasted looking tan (imagine what i saw while i was bathing : brown hands washing white body)
kicking some metal door at home and it hurts like fuck.
toes are still numb.
having to decide on going sentosa or malaysia tomorrow.
glancing at the names of new classmates = stress.

i wish edward or anypire else just bite and turn me into a vampire so i no need to go to school.

2009-09-29T03:36:00.002+08:00

i had a mini hiatus from my daily routine, working for the F1 event at ritz carlton for 4 days. there was not much that we were given to do but a smaller part to play to keep the operating smooth and it was a good enough experience. being placed at the front of the house and facing the guests, i think this is one experience i wont get out of lessons.

i sound so much like i am writing reflectionzxzxzxzxzxzxzx

so i enjoyed my meals there although i didn't eat for day 1. the pain and ache i got from my heels was excruciating; i'd rather spend my time massaging it instead of eating. at the end of the day, i could not even walk properly with my normal shoes. put my feet above my soft toy pig because they say raising your feet to sleep helps with the blood circulation, but it certainly was not enough to ease the pain. i wore my old heels for the rest of the three days. less pain, but the aches were still there. what else is there to expect when you wear heels for 9 hours straight each day ? salute to the staff who stood without complaining. maybe one day i might reach that level of tolerance.

currently, my toes are numb, especially the 2nd one. it feels like its not there anymore, kind of afraid that it might drop off without me knowing (quoted from huiloon). but im glad i can almost walk like normal again, like ive finally back on earth, walking on normal ground without having to walk like ive both feet injured.

well, yes, i think my feet gained the most experience throughout the 4 days. xin ku ni le !

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team RP is currently on the Angel & Mortal game and everyone seems rather hyped about it. i really hope my mortal will get it right because i think i need to try really hard to make her feel like i'm the angel of hers. partly because i don't want to go through forfeit HAHA no laaaaa i just want my mortal to feel really cared for by me okay ! if she guess wrongly it only goes to show that i am not good enough. ok jiayou ttm!

and i'm on book three to twilight. can't put the book down ! hehe i think i am freaking obsessed with the book because i actually felt relived to read jacob seeing bella after such a long time. must not be because im on team jacob (<- yeah the hip talk about team jacob and team edward zzz im tryna be 2kool4u). must be cause i think bella and jacob should be tgt so i can have edward on my own MUAHAHAHAHA

shut up and go back to the book.

Two is better than one

2009-09-19T04:05:00.004+08:00

i remember what you wore on the first day
you came into my life and i thought hey
you know this could be something
'cause everything you do and words you say
you know that it all takes my breath away
and now i'm left with nothing

so maybe it's true
that i can't live without you
well maybe two is better than one
there's so much time
to figure out the rest of my life
and you've already got me coming undone
and i'm thinking two is better than one

i remember every look upon your face
the way you roll your eyes
the way you taste
you make it hard for breathing
'cause when i close my eyes and drift away
i think of you and everything's okay
and finally now we're leaving

and maybe it's true
that i can't live without you
well maybe two is better than one
there's so much time
to figure out the rest of my life
and you've already got me coming undone
and i'm thinking two is better than one

i remember what you wore on the first day
you came into my life
and i thought hey

maybe it's true
that i can't live without you
maybe two is better than one
there's so much time
to figure out the rest of my life
and you've already got me coming undone
and i'm thinking

i can't live without you
'cause baby two is better than one
there's so much time
to figure out the rest of my life
and i've figured out with all that's said and done
two is better than one

two is better than one

2009-09-15T01:56:00.003+08:00

HELLO i've got something cool to show.

like woah only. slamdunks had not been this fascinating to me.

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i'm finally done with Desperate Housewives yay but it only means having to wait for the next season to be out but its okay cause its definitely worth it. and i started on Gossip Girl since everyone is going googoogaga about it but i thought it was okay only. kind of make me feel like i'm more suited for older shows - i'm enjoying a a show about housewives more than teenagers ! i'm still on the show though, and its not hard to guess why

hehehe the huachi mode is on. meet chace crawford, i think he is alot more better looking than that efron guy (personal opinion, before someone wants to cat fight me). i thought his name was familiar and checked on the wiki. he was in the film The Covenant (2001), a movie i watched a few weeks back. it had been in my hard disk for awhile and other than handsome boys, i don't get what the movie is about. then i realised that i asked from my friend another movie and he gave me this instead -.-

so yeah, i'd probably finish the whole gossip girl thing but i will try out True Blood sometime. and and, i just saw katherine moennig news about her in some new show.. .. .. i don't like her hair although she still look so appealing. lilly allen's (sp) o_o is officially my latest crush.

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i have got a couple of deja vu and its kind of shocking. like i dreamt about me toasting bread at my grandpa's house and the next day my parents came back home from my grandpa's house with bread. then i was thinking about some dimsum buffet last night and the topic was up today. i also thought of getting mahjong at my place and today they ask why don't i get one. a little scary, like edward cullen is reading my mind hahaha

2009-09-07T22:21:00.006+08:00

Hi i burnt my hair the other day but it turned out pretty good. Check it out !

hehe ji piao liang yi xia wor thick neck big eyes kissable lips.

Anyway i have got a lj now. Like late only because everyone is moving to other places but still i think short posts look best in lj, so there, go to justlaughonly.livejournal.com and comment if you (y) it okay hehe

I had a taste of delicacy the other day at my class chalet yay yay i had been thinking of it but never had the chance till Jolin bought them from thailand

the greens is the effect of the lighting - our room looks like prostitute house from the outside seriously.

I cannot decide on which is the best because i enjoyed it so much they say 'shes like eating tidbits' hehe i want to eat them again. you would still be my friend right ?

I still eat proper food for your information. 3 dishes and 2 cups of drinks cost about $30 for pk & me after we bought the movie ticket for The Last House On The Left(2009) which got us some discount for dining in. the food tasted really good me like it. good enough to compensate for the flat service. can't wait for my next trip there although i'm currently telling myself i should cut down on the intake of food.

RP training this morning and i got some very uneven tan. we walked to cwp mac, then the mac across the road and then finally took a bus to settle at another mac. but its worthwhile, considering the amount of gossips hehehe the F1 working experience is drawing nearer and nearer please pray that i do not screw up hao de i shall try to end my day early tonight

2009-09-01T01:00:00.002+08:00

超级可爱！

hello santa claus can i have him for christmas?
i promise to be good.

2009-08-20T21:54:00.005+08:00

[Boys Like Girls ; Up Against The Wall].
and i can't deny your eyes
you know i try to read between the lines

Boobs Confidence pt II

Ever since secondary school, I have never really been involved with classes but I am so glad to kick off the studying of my course with this bunch of classmates. Feels pretty bitch to turn them down for all the 'class outings' but well.. it have always been like that. But but but that does not mean I had not enjoyed myself with you guys. I think E66R is a cool class filled with different personality but yet able to bond together. weets.

I am a laggard bitch but I bet you haven't seen Ricky Martin twins pictures. Go google they are sooooo cute v~(>.<)~v

I have been tuning in to Boys Like Girls recently and realise I like them pretty much. All the while I thought it was just Thunder but many of the other songs are good too ! New \m/ but nothing beats listening to Thunder because that song alone managed to get me through studying for one more hour to four in the morning.

Thumbs up to me because I have been seriously studying for my UTs. There is still room for a little bit of fun though.

Credit to me on thinking of this up down left right thing and we had to do it three times to get it right.

Hehehe .just.pull.only.

I caught Orphan(2009), Twilight(2008) and Monster In Law(2005) on different days and these three are all worthy to watch. Orphan had managed to keep me awake through that night but I am comforting myself than I am not such a loser but its just that I had teh tarik. Monster in law is funny Jennifer Lopez so pwetty (in Maid In Manhattan too). And after time and time again fighting against the streaming time and bad quality, i finally found a good quality one and the determination to finish watching the show, Twilight just made me even more in love with vampires OH CAN I HAVE EDWARD CULLEN AS MY BIRTHDAY GIFT ! Actually Carlisle Cullen (the father) also not bad, but then aiya Edward Cullen like omg only (please imagine my 38 face at this moment for entertainment purpose). He is not handsome but very charming. very very charming although he will appear in my room at any time and scare the shit out of me like this :

but I don't mind. I know how the whole post make me sounds like a super lag girl but still, anyone want to lend me the Twilight series of books ? hehe I made a trip down to the library today but couldn't get it and I borrowed something else instead. It's about falling in love with her imaginary friend.

I know what you are thinking right now.

Seems like I am very distracted from studying right hehe but I really got study okay. I just need fun at the same time. Like blogging then you all got something to read about. I had two tests today and I am awake since 6.30am zzz my eyes are beginning to close down ohkay gootneytz.

2009-08-09T14:02:00.005+08:00

I'm in the midst of baking ! Meanwhile, here is lately -

POLite had ended, RP had got 2nd. Throughout the competition, for the first time I experience 'that kinda feeling'. Well I was of no contribution to the team on the court, but I did my part for cheering. And there is this particular person whom I would like to thank for standing by. Even though we spoke no words but when I saw the words she wrote, I could feel confidence growing in me and despite the time I sat out, I know behind me theres someone who is keeping a lookout for me. Thank you )#$*#(%&$($. hehehe

(then when i finished writing this, people start telling me to jiayou. like omg so touched i feel molested :D )

And because of POLite, we started to have mass conversation like everyday. I like.

+ ahdai + xq
i particularly like xingxing's cool hairstyle & fel's closed eyes

THUMBS UP EVERYONE (y)
i think shimin likes giraffes.

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I used to hate going out on Sundays ! But it can be enjoying when ..

you hang out with really cool \m/ people
(felicia we all said we are gg to do \m/ why you ^^v ?!)

\m/ people who gives you boobs confidence yay

Hehe hanging out like this is really Fast Relief For Headaches :D
Fion been up with lots of project & thus everytime we hang out, she brings her camera along and that explains the number of pictures these days. But nonetheless it was really fun all laughter and gossips hiakhiak

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Makes me want to have my own camera too ! I have got a few wants on my lists for a long time but I cannot decide which I should save for first. I even had the thought of changing to prepaid card with lok kok phone and then get a DSLR & a ipod or something. But my laptop is getting more & more cui toooo. K chill & think.

It have been on the back of my mind to start up a livejournal for my / people around me stupidity because I want to remember all the stupid things that happened ! I want my posts here to be long long that is why I am a little relactant to post short posts here and I think lj looks good with short posts. Also I can add lj users and ~~stalk their private posts oh how exciting~~.

I have started studying for the last tests and I'm glad I'm starting early because there is so much to cover ! Studied for a couple of hours yesterday and it was rather effective. Going to chiongz and hopefully it all pay off.

Ok bye !

2009-07-30T23:33:00.006+08:00

祝猩猩生日快乐 :D

希望你过了一个愉快的生日！

Movied The Hangover. Lunch and games at Minds Cafe. Chill at Starbucks, Ion.
Today is funnnnnnnn. :) Worth the ponning of school. For you I will ok !

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It had been more than once when I packed my breakfast and then forgot to bring it to school. zzz I'm learning to look at the bright side of life. I am thankful for the people who had stood by me. I hope this feeling stays.

When boarding a bus ...
RINNA : uncle, take one stop whole much ? One dollar ah.
UNCLE : you still student right ? Just put half the cost.
RINNA : FIVE CENT AH ?
nabei I really didn't try to act cute but that just slipped out of my mouth.

2009-07-25T01:20:00.004+08:00

[张智成 ; 暗恋].
四目交接的时候不要停留太久
适可而止的问候关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞也不能对你说

IRIS LOI's birthday BBQ

If only our pit look this good lor.

But the next people taking up the space of this pit was really nice ! They lent us knife, cut board, containers, etc. And after they had BBQed all they had, they gave us their pit to use as well ! Damn cool, they use those stones to BBQ their food. I think it last longer than charcoal do ?

Oh, other than just the pit, they offered us their food, their sauces, almost everything except wine. Yes they were drinking wine.

Just look at the one in blue & green lor, I could feel their excitment of being able to use the pit-neighbour's stuff. hahaha anyway I realised I was in many photos, back facing the camera ha

& these are some of the food we bought. I still think it is pretty hilarious to wrap up the fishballs in aluminum foil but honey fish balls taste good !

oh i feel like eating bbq food now.
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Today I woke up 30minutes after my usual time because I set wrong time! To think the night before I wanted to set the alarm earlier so I can snooze the clock more and have more time to prepare. End up I set the wrong hour -_____- Goondoo duck leh.

Hate the fact that if I get to school late, I am going to have red remarks by the side, I wanted to skip school. Then 3 minutes later I decide I shall chiongzxzxzxzxz because there is no mood to pon haha & I was not late for school how cool is that ! makes all the effort worthwhile. 'cept the part where I was about to get out of the house and then took off my shoes just to get something which served no purpose to me today, the rest of my chionging effort was worthwhile.

I am having muscle ache from yesterday's 4km so unfit. Anyway we got our jerseys today and all I could do was to LOL / LMAO, literally. Look out for us, I think we are going to be sO cUtE iTs UnBelIeVaBlE

I have been pretty much on the net searching on top 10 lists and lateral riddles. You will be amazed with what you can find ! And I managed to solve the Einstein's Riddle. So proud of myself. You go try it !

2009-07-20T23:51:00.006+08:00

[黃鴻升 ; 鬼打牆].
自以為沒有什麼搞不定
沒料到這一次栽在你手掌心

it still sound as meaningful as it is to me
no matter how much truth it contains

Hi Everyone, specifically Jasmine Tan.
I tomorrow got UT leh ! Still want me to blog wahlao I can use this time to study lor, but for you I will okay.

I don't think I would study much anyway, especially when I got an E for the previous UT. Yes, can go eat shit already. Also, when the 6Ps doesn't do much help, the resource reviews could be about ninety pages long, pre-readings that could be 20 pages filled with words, iie wealli duunch noe vere tuh fiine mo+|\/@+|0|\| worx.

Then when I was about to walk myself back from the kitchen to my room, I saw that machine I hardly touch these days. Make it haven't touched for months. My parents got that oven for me because I wanted to bake then, but I rarely use it and I feel kind of guilty. All the baking ingredients in the oven is beginning to rot I think. And I have got this recipe in my wallet for quite some time now. Shall bake something on one lazy Sunday. I shall see when that lazy sunday will comes along.

I watched Maid In Manhattan (2002) & The Haunted In Connecticut (2009) recently. (insert movie poster picture ((sorry too lazy)). Maid In Manhattan is good, although the reason why I watched it is for school purpose. The latter was.. I'm not sure why I was so pussy when watching that movie because i.. don't.. usually.. behave.. that.. way.. i think. -_- Thank goodness during the attempt to cover my eyes using the nacho box, the cheese did not drip all over me like how it did on someone else. hehehehehhehehejiaxinineversayisyouokayhehehehhee

& a list of extraordinary thing i had done recently :

i ate my brunch before brushing my teeth because i figured out that i'd bathe after eating so i shall brush my teeth then.

i kind of injured my thumb in a way i don't know how. it had been showing signs of pain before then, just that the pain is more often these days. zzz

i plugged the adapter in, on my laptop and then 5 minutes later it black out ! because i didn't on the switch, like goondo pork.

i picked up reading again ! i am on Marshmallows for breakfast by Dorothy Koomson. only halfway through but i am sure i will enjoy the book allllll the way. i have got another book with me too, on vampires, but didn't like it as much. i borrowed it because it was on vampire. did you know i think vampires are cool ? and no, it's not because of twilight. i haven't even watch it.

people have got jet lag, i have got match lag. only to feel it on the second day's night. ohwell.

i am trying to manage my emotions, my anger. okay this should not be in the list since i am always trying to manage myself.

tonight i star gazed! :D been a nong nong time since i did so but it felt just as good, although i was alone walking. but the palm trees along the way from rp to woodlands mrt, the breeze, it was good. tonight is a good night.

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Okay that's about all the thing i can remember. i should start with my revising now now now. even 15minutes would be kool 4 me. good night assholes, i would like omelette for breakfast tomorrow. haha

aiyo jingjing just made me very shy. ~( >.<)~ hehe